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I Stare At The Crash (It Actually Works) ACT V: CHASING YOUR SHADOW by TorturedGhost1344
Fandoms: Formula 1 RPF
13 Aug 2026
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The festive lights of Monaco offer no warmth when the silence between them is louder than any engine. Trapped in the bitter chill of the city they both call home, Lewis and Nico are drowning in a calculated, unbearable distance. Desperate to survive the crushing isolation, Nico attempts to systematically purge every remaining trace of the boy he used to love under the karting stars—only to realize that erasing the past does nothing to stop the physical ache left behind. Beneath the winter frost, the emotional armor completely fails, leaving them stripped of their defenses and forced to face the terrifying truth of what they have become. The quiet holiday season hasn't extinguished their volatile history; it has only bottled up years of unspoken words, setting a countdown for the single, unexpected knock that will leave them completely undone.
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- Part 5 of I Stare At The Crash (It Actually Works)
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08 Oct 2026
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“What’s going to- to happen to us?” Gabriel’s voice breaks, still crying thick tears that run down his face.
“Nothing is going to happen to us. Do you know why?”
“W-why?”
“Because I love you. I love you more than anything.”
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04 Oct 2026
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-5 unread messages from CARLITOOO-
CARLITOOO
LANDO WAKE UPLANDO ITS IMPORTANT
LANDO
LANDO
I will keep spamming you until you wake up
Lando
What Carlos im too hngovr fr
this pls says it’s mprtntCARLITOOO
It’s about a certain Aussie
you have a crush onLando
Ok im intrestedBasically quite a lot of people are gay and they will have some shenanigans!
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- Part 1 of Formula One Gayverse
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03 Oct 2026
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Gabriel Bortoleto starts his rookie season chasing Nico Hülkenberg's approval. He ends it chasing something much worse.
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09 Jul 2026
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Lando Norris is supposed to be enjoying the off-season. Instead, a bad night in Monaco ends with him calling Oscar Piastri at three in the morning because he doesn't know who else to call. Oscar comes. And afterwards, neither of them knows how to go back. Oscar stays longer than planned, quietly taking care of Lando while Lando struggles with being seen at his worst. When the season begins, their friendship only gets closer, stranger, and increasingly difficult to explain. They notice each other too much. They know each other's habits. They have patience for each other that nobody else seems to deserve. Friends. Teammates. Best friends. Everything but lovers. As the season continues, both begin falling apart in ways the other is forced to notice. Lando insists everything he feels is because Oscar is his best friend. Oscar wishes his feelings for Lando were something simpler. But neither of them is convincing. The question isn't whether they've fallen in love. It's how long they've been pretending they haven't.
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Two people save each other in different ways, then spend an entire Formula One season trying to convince themselves that being completely obsessed with your best friend is a normal friendship thing.
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06 Jul 2026