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Mike has a choice. That's what people on the radio say, people in Hawkins say, Mike, himself says. Staying in a relationship with El is a choice. Looking at Will is a choice. Looking away from him is also a choice.
Mike can look at Will if he goes back to his girlfriend afterwards. He can kiss her if he wants to look at Will again. At least that's how it used to work. Now Mike can't kiss El. Every time he closes his eyes and feels her lips on his, he sees Will instead of the red darkness under his eyelids. He wants to feel the warmth of his lips against his.
Desire is not a choice. Desire is just desire. Desire is just a thought that, like a parasite, takes over his brain. Kissing Will is a choice. Mike doesn't make it. He chooses not to kiss his girlfriend, so he won't want to kiss Will.
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Майк може дивитися на Вілла, якщо потім він повернеться до своєї дівчини. Поцілує її, якщо захочеться глянути на Вілла знову. Принаймні раніше так працювало. Зараз Майк не може цілувати Оді. Кожен раз, як він заплющує очі та відчуває її губи на своїх, він бачить Вілла замість червоної темряви своїх повік. Хоче відчути тепло його губ навпроти своїх.
Бажання — не вибір. Бажання це просто бажання. Бажання — це просто думка, яка, як паразит, захоплює його мозок. Цілувати Вілла — вибір. Майк не робить його. Він обирає не цілувати свою дівчину, щоб не хотіти цілувати Вілла.
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There are no longer a thousand kilometres between them. It's one room, one bed, and Mike doesn't know how to react or what to say. Their hands are so close, he just has to reach out. Mike doesn't have a courage yet. But he might do something silly. He might hug Will, like they used to do while being kids. Mike gently presses himself against Will's back, slowly, barely touching him, wraps his arms around him, and hides his face in the curve of Will's neck. Will lets out a sharp breath.
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Вже лежачи в ліжку, Вілл до кінця розуміє на що він погодився. Хай буде проклятий Майк Вілер зі своїми спонтанними ідеями. Завтра він скаже «ні», скаже, що передумав і все завершиться до того, як почнеться. Ідеальний план. (Вбийте вже Вілла хтось)
Або Майк пропонує Віллові розіграти їхніх друзів, вдаючи, що вони зустрічаються.
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He hears his mother calling his name, but he doesn't turn around. He just keeps running. The wind hurts his wet, tear-stained face, but he doesn't stop until the ghost of that house stops breathing down his neck.
He looks around and sees no familiar faces, no fancy houses. Just a bunch of strangers who give him strange looks as they pass by, and well, he understands why. His face is red from tears and wind, with a backpack behind him, and they probably think he's just a kid who's been kicked out of his home. Except that he kicked himself out.
He is breathing. He just breathes, deeply, inhaling and exhaling. He raises his head to the sky and smiles. He thinks he looks crazy from the outside. But he doesn't care. He is free.
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