existentialcrisis19
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Lake Of Spider-Lillies by existentialcrisis19
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
13 Jan 2024
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The words hit Ochako like a brick. She stares down at the girl pinned beneath her, horror dawning on her face. What sort of sick freak actually wants to join The Games?
"I hated being stuck in that district- all the fences, and the rules, all the boring, unloveable people!" She says, and it sounds wrong with the still-pleased smile on her face. "In the arena, I get to do what I want. I get to stab who I want- I get to have friends who will stab with me!" She giggles.
Ochako then goes a sickly pale. She had forgotten about Toga's allies.
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Ochako only volunteered because she had no choice. She's not unaccustomed to struggle. She's struggled with the poverty of District Four her entire life. That's why she's completely shocked when she meets a girl, who manages to smile while declaring she would have volunteered if she wasn't already reaped. Ochako can't tell if Toga has truly nothing to live for, if she's bored, or if she has some sort of ulterior motive Ochako can't quite understand yet.
She isn't exactly trying to find out. But the girl won't leave her alone. So she supposes she'll find out eventually.
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Take Me To The Sun by existentialcrisis19
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
15 Dec 2023
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Ochako has always liked to see people smile.
It's all she ever wants, really. To be the reason someone is unable to contain their happiness. To watch their faces light up with unbriddled joy. Especially those who are in trouble. The people who need to smile the most.
So when Himiko rises from her seat, suddenly, in the middle of class. Politely excusing herself and fleeing the room with a fluid elegance. A dark mask shadowing her face- her smile. Ochako couldn't stop herself from following. Especially not with the gentle tugging of her heartstrings, insisting that those were tears. Even Himiko's well practised mask couldnt disguise the bitter dampness swelling in her eyes.
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To all the assholes I've loved before by existentialcrisis19
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
13 Aug 2023
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Tomura is terrible at handling his emotions, so he tends to write love letters, although he would rather die than actually send them.
Its unfortunate that one day his letters mysteriously get sent, and it sends him into a chaotic plunge of romance and angst.
(Or: Basically, 'To all the boys I've loved before' but Shigadabi).
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Will I give up? (On you? Never.) by existentialcrisis19
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga), Nimona (2023)
12 Aug 2023
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After Jin is framed for killing the King, he has to work with a chaotic teenage shapeshifter to clear his name. As the two go on a journey together, more secrets get revealed and it leads Jin to question the whole society he lives in.
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OR a Nimona X BNHA au, with TwiceHawks and Togachako!!
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"Think 'm going nuts..." Jin sighs, rubbing the bridge of his nose."Aww, don't be too hard on yourself!" A shrill voice suddenly pipes up from behind him, and he almost falls over. Turning around with a pathetic yelp and waving his little weapon around in panick, staring eyes wide at the teenage girl that is suddenly in his bar.
"W-who are you?!" He mutters, gripping onto the screw driver with shaking fists. Contemplating if he's actually went fucking insane.
"I'm whoever you want me to be, buddy." The girl winks, and Jin takes another step back, very unsettled.
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Maybe there is hope by existentialcrisis19
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
31 May 2021
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When a traumatized young girl breaks into Inko's house, she can't help but offer her help. Unknowing at the time, Inko just changed that poor girls life, saving her from the terrors of villainy and offering a helping hand of heroism.
OR: Inko adopts Himiko Toga, and she becomes a hero student who falls head over heels for a certain gravity-manipulating brunette.
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Moira’s hopeless servitude, Angela’s impending marriage, and a mutual spark that promises to alter both their fates.
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08 Aug 2025
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As Moira's self-experimentation turns to rot, she yearns to be with her past lover, and who else but an angel can save her from herself? She needs only to let her.
A canon universe story about Moira and Mercy's love over the years and how they fall for each other again when Moira pushes herself over the edge.
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08 Aug 2025
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During the busy Christmas season, Angela receives a gift from someone she would rather not have.
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06 Aug 2025
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Though time pulled them apart, their love had never wavered. In every star, in every sunrise, in every breath of wind that stirred between dusk and dawn, they remained bound. It was a love written in the heavens, as endless as the sky itself.
They would find each other again. They always did.
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Goddess AU idea that seemed a little too perfect for them.Bookmarked by existentialcrisis19
05 Aug 2025
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I Would Bring You the Stars and the Moon by GutterWitch
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
09 Mar 2025
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“Houston, do you copy?”
Caitlyn panicked, feeling extraordinarily unprepared having been thrust into her new position without so much as even a handbook to consult. What were the formalities? What was she supposed to respond with? Where was the damn push to talk button…
“Hellooo? I said Houston, do you copy?”
Caitlyn fiddled with her headset, having finally found the green button on the side and hastily letting out a rather breathless reply. “Um, yes. Hello? This is Houston. I copy.”
There was a long pause in which Caitlyn sat twiddling her thumbs, anxiety pushing the frantic pulse of her heartbeat through her eardrums. Was that wrong? Did she already fuck up? She took a steady deep breath, finger hovering over the talk button until the familiar voice of the astronaut came through her headset once more.
“Damn, Houston. I didn’t expect you to sound so sexy.”
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Caitlyn has been assigned as the personal capcom to one of the astronauts currently on a year long expedition at the international space station. Cue long months of pining and desperate longing.
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