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“Go away, Luc-” another growl erupts from inside, swallowing her name.
There’s more crashing, and she can hear the creaks and splinters of ancient furniture being destroyed.
Lucy should go back to her room, lock the door and sit up with her gun until sunrise, leaving with Dogmeat at first light. She puts her ear up to the door to listen.
“My name is Coo… Cooper Howard”
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Cooper almost goes feral and Lucy saves him. Then he runs.
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Intrusive Thoughts of The Ghoul by Laurellielee
Fandoms: Fallout (TV 2024), Fallout: New Vegas
09 Jun 2026
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Please enjoy this treatment of Season 2 through the eyes of The Ghoul. Told from his perspective, this story follows Cooper's reluctant partnership with Ms. MacLean as they make their way to New Vegas. Most importantly, we will be taking a stroll through the intrusive thoughts of the Ghoul himself: the things he never says out loud, the ghosts he can’t shake, and the alarming realisation that somewhere along the way, he may have started to care.
Primarily, this is Ghoulcy, with all the tension, bickering, and inconvenient feelings that entail, with a dash of RobCoop, because some chemistry is too good to ignore.
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19 May 2026
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The wasteland changes people, turns you into something you never thought you'd be. Sometimes it seems unavoidable, unfixable, but maybe the right person just needs to come and take your hand.
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I don't trust Bethesda or Prime to handle Lucy and Cooper the way I want their story to go, so this is what I'd do with them if I was showrunner, aka my season 3.
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19 May 2026
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As they continue to travel toward New Vegas, The Ghoul is haunted by the man he once was, the monster he’s become, and his feelings for a particular vaultie who doesn’t know when to shut the hell up. Lucy struggles to understand her traveling companion and the complicated feelings she has for him, despite his inability to behave the way she believes a decent person should.
Currently in progress at ~10K words. Chapters posted as I edit them.
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18 May 2026
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Lucy's world has been turned upside down more than once in just the span of a few days. She's so turned around that following an unstable murderer into the California wilderness is her best option. At the very least, The Ghoul's behavior has changed for the better now that they are on this quest together. She's determined to get answers and she's not going to let this new world get to her. Let the wasteland throw its worst at her, she's ready.
Then again, maybe not.
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Lucy and The Ghoul's roadtrip to New Vegas ft. more side missions than you can shake an irradiated stick at and unhinged sexual tension.
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17 May 2026
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After being trapped in a collapsing ruin with a creature twisted by radiation, Lucy and the Ghoul are forced into breathless, intimate proximity just to survive.
They make it out alive.
But not untouched.
Because now Lucy knows what it feels like to be held by something dangerous… and she can’t forget it.
He’s not a good man.
Not a gentle one.
And if she keeps looking at him like that….He might stop pretending he is.
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05 May 2026