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    I Was Screaming Your Name Through The Radio by

    Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs  

    05 Dec 2020

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    “Four months from now will be the seven year anniversary of when you and Osamu Dazai released your hugely successful first and only album Double Black and its diamond single Corruption. After performing with Dazai earlier this year, are you planning anything special to celebrate?”

    “Corruption is insanely overrated, and I would prefer to never hear Dazai’s voice for the rest of my fucking life.”

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    21 Jul 2025

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    honestly? i love how long each chapter is. i also love how we are focusing solely on flashbacks. this could be a fucking tv show hahaha. i rlly do love chuuya in this fic, he's quite funny (also so so me core but shush). dazai and chuuya's constant pining is sickening esp if its told with parentheses. excited to see where it goes!

    edit: (“Likewise, Scottie,” says Chuuya, smirking back. Francis maintains his smile with obvious effort, dropping it as soon as he turns to walk out of the room.) THIS LINE HAS ME LAUGHING MY ASS OFF And its added to top fics ive read. like seriously. wow. that line is funny.

    edit 2: (“My name is Chuuya Nakahara,” says Chuuya, voice coming out thick and shaky after the crying and lack of use, “And I’m a human.” It comes out unsure.

    Chuuya clears his throat, pointing a finger out at the ocean. “Listen up universe, you motherfucking pile of shit,” he says with more fire, “I am a human fucking being.”

    “I am not, nor have I ever been, a force of destruction,” continues Chuuya loudly. “Arahabaki is a story, and I am a real person.”

    He laughs, even though a fresh stream of tears are flowing down his face. Of course, it isn’t that he totally lets go of all his doubts and insecurities, that the hollowness inside him fades away. That would be way too fucking simple.

    But Chuuya is making a choice, a declaration that instead of allowing his past to hold him back he’s going to actively try to believe in his humanity. He’s no longer going to wait for something to make him feel human, he’s going to live his life as if he is human. It’s slightly terrifying in a different way, but Chuuya is through with letting cowardice rule him.

    “I’m not sure whether I’m good at it or not,” says Chuuya with a shrug, a hint of a smile on his face. “But I’m a god damn human.”

    The ocean waves keep crashing, not altered by his words or the shift in his entire worldview. Chuuya's smile grows at the sounds of the water ebbing and flowing, reminded of a song he’d started what feels like ages ago.

    Chuuya’s smile remains as he starts to trudge up the sand back to his bike. He still has an album to write.)

    **HOLY MOLY GUACAMOLE.**

    edit 3 (I LOVE THIS PART):
    (“What would you know about it?” asks Atsushi, and if looks could injure people Dazai would have been burned from the vitriol in his gaze. “I don’t see you writing songs about your personal tragedies.” He stands up from his chair, openly yelling now. “I haven’t seen you write a single word about why you left Port Mafia Records, or why you wear those bandages, or that face you make whenever someone so much as breathes the name Chuuya Nakahara.” Atsushi points a finger at him in accusation. “But you expect others to do it like it's easy.”)

    GET HIS ASS ATSUSHI!!!!

    EDIT 4: IM FINISHED. THIS WAS SO GOOD. TIME TO LOOK AT TUMBLR FOR FANART BITCH! this and still still still were so different but so good in their own ways. but i dont like slow burn and this lowk ate bc of how often their povs switched and the buildup was good. and we KNEW that chuuya released arahabaki at the start. so like....we knew. but god. yes. love this.

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    first love, late spring by for okkotsu

    Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)  

    27 Mar 2021

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    All it takes to ruin the careful equilibrium of a non-relationship is a handmade cup, a pixelated screenshot, and Megumi's family.

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    19 Aug 2025

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    going back to my roots here but holy shit I love fake dating but also this is so??? Beautifully??? Written???? My god??? I know why people on TikTok like this fic and I’m so excited to read more perhaps.

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    Cracked Into by

    Fandoms: Persona 5  

    05 May 2023

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    “You want me to arrange my own death.” It’s pathetic, that this is how his life works. So pathetic that the only thing left to do is laugh about it, about the way that he must die and never be happy, no matter what.

    Igor laces his fingers together and leans forward. He’s every talk show host Akechi has ever spoken to, every interviewer who has smiled and told him how impressive they find him. “I want you to make the right choice.”

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    Or: Ren makes the wrong choice. Akechi tries to set it right.

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    16 Jun 2025

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    everything is going great! she says, then seconds later reads “Akechi wakes up in his bed on February 2nd” for the 40th time and I want to shoot myself in the head.

    this fic is NOT for the weak. I’m so pro crow noir interactions tho #lavenderbesties

    update: HOLY FUCK REN KNEW FHE ENFIRE TIME IM GOING TO SHOOT SOMEONE

    update 2: just finished. OH MY GODDDDDDDD THE ENDING. STAB ME BRUHH

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    Daredevil, You've Hit the Wall by

    Fandoms: Persona 5, Persona Series, Persona 5 Strikers  

    28 Feb 2023

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    A Post-Royal rewrite of Persona 5 Strikers with Sumire and Goro present.

    Akira thought his career was over as a Phantom Thief, and he was happy enough to keep it that way. After all, he couldn't stand the thought of losing someone close to him again. But shortly after arriving in Tokyo, his worst fears are confirmed. The Metaverse is back, and the world is counting on him to fix it, by putting himself and his loved ones at risk all over again. It's not up to him anymore. The show must go on.

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    05 Jan 2025

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    I find this fic so good bc as someone who’s played strikers the author did such a good job with no only akechis interactions with the other characters but also incorporating him and Sumire into the strikers story SEAMLESSLY. ALSO AKIRAS CHARACTERIZATION WOOSHSIDODOFUFJKVG

    Update: I feel like doing a nice reread has made me appreciate some details. The constant pining they both have is sickening to read because if they just talked!!!! To each other!!! This wouldn’t be happening. Also each PT chapter is like “wow I rlly hope Akira is ok. He is off” and AKIRAS chapter is like “bruh I do in fact hate myself!” Also me playing strikers rn and reading this is even funnier icl. Going to miss Goro and sumire so badly while playing the game. I have to remind myself p5s is NOT ROYAL COMPLAINT :(