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Sometimes Nat swears she can feel flames licking the backs of her heels when she runs suicides, a reminder that she isn’t supposed to be here— or any place on God’s green earth—where obedience is not encouraged, but expected. Where your breakfast is scrambled eggs on chipped china and you have to wait until the hymn finishes crackling from the intercom to dig in.
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Nat's at Bible School, a simultaneous oasis for the extremely sheltered and bootcamp for troubled teens. Everybody is tightly wound. Sometimes they play soccer. Sometimes they bite their tongues until they bleed.
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Even Baby Teeth Will Hurt You (When I'm Biting Down) by falsehopelot
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
04 Apr 2025
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“Hey, it’s okay.” Nat says, up in a second with her hand on Lottie’s shoulder. “You’ll get used to it. Travis almost puked the first time we pulled one from a trap.”
Travis, who knows what Nat’s resin rings feel like in his hair, tugging.
Travis, who is most definitely the reason why Nat’s in such a stellar mood right now.
Lottie hates him. She knows Nat set the trap and hates Travis for the snag of the catch anyway.OR
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it is always the knowing that has gotten her into trouble, anyway.
A deer shooting off into the woods, shedding antlers like sick streamers flying behind.
A handful of dirt shoved into a beautiful, sharp, waiting mouth.
A worm wriggling across the tongue of a sick bear and the weight of the knife in her hand.
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Lottie reckons with staying behind and hurting Nat's feelings.@falsehopelot on twt!
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slow motion double vision in rose blush by chasingredballoons
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
21 Aug 2025
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“A couple weeks ago, I was talking to Van about Jackie’s wedding, and we were talking about plus-ones, and I—” Lottie sighs. “I kind of accidentally told Van I was seeing someone.”
Nat laughs. Laughs. Asshole. “And she believed you?”
Lottie reaches out with her leg and kicks Nat in the thigh, ignoring Nat's resulting offended squeak. “She did, because I’m a fucking catch, why wouldn’t she believe me, you dick.” Nat coughs pointedly. Lottie ignores her. “But obviously she told Jackie and now Jackie is insisting I bring this girlfriend to the wedding.”
“This girlfriend that you don’t have,” Nat points out, like Lottie isn’t already entirely fucking aware. “What are you gonna do?”
“Well." Lottie clears her throat awkwardly. "Here’s the thing. Van seemed to be under the impression that the someone I was seeing was you,” she says, wincing when Nat frowns. “And I kind of...didn’t correct her?”
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23 Aug 2025
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She's been ignoring the hunger for a long time now, but the truth is undeniable: Natalie is starving.
It's been one month, three days, and seven hours since Natalie was turned. Since then, she's tried all manner of drinks, solid food, and hell, even fucking dog food, but not once has she successfully kept it down. Now, after her body has rejected Kevyn's blood, too, there's only one clear option left:
"Kevyn," Natalie says, "We're going to have to steal Lottie Matthew's blood."
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OR: A-Tier Vampire Hunter Natalie catches the attention of the powerful Yellowjackets Coven. After a failed turning, she's dead-set on escaping the country and leaving the hunter life behind. Too bad they aren't very willing to let her go.
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17 Aug 2025
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“Oh, fine.” Natalie replied. “A little warm for fur, isn’t it?”
“It’s faux. Don’t get any ideas about red paint.”
“Hm. Okay.” Natalie nodded, then sucked in a breath. “So, you’re a lesbian, though?”
Lottie straightened and shut the fridge door, then turned back to Natalie. She had a bottle of water in her hand. “Don’t be reductive, Nat, I could be bisexual.”
“…are you bisexual?”
Lottie looked at her like she was stupid. “No, I’m a lesbian.”
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Or,A year after moving in with Lottie, Natalie makes a discovery about her roommate that sets off a chain reaction of catastrophic proportions.
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27 Jul 2025
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And sure, yeah, whatever. Nat supposed her teammates were, in fact, girls. But they had never been girls in the way that pervy fuckers like Randy described them. They had never been girls in the way that Nat had felt so boxed in, so washed away from herself, when she tumbled into the back of that car with Bobby Farleigh.
If Lottie was a girl and this was the way a girl's breath hitched, if this was the way their eyes darkened and stared… Nat wasn't sure she'd ever understand boys like Randy and Bobby. What was happening inside, so rattling and maybe a bit scary, didn't feel like a triumph or conquest.
It was a tug into the deep.
// OR: The one where Lottie and Nat have been learning to kiss each other since the cabin burned.
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- Part 1 of got your back up against the wall
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an inch away from more than just friends by chasingredballoons
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
14 Mar 2025
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Nat realises what she’s about to say a second before it comes out, a week’s worth of build-up tumbling out unbidden. “I think I want to try it. You know, with a girl. Just so I can stop fucking wondering. Just so I can finally know.”
Somehow that feels even more exposing than anything else she’s said so far. God. She wants to try it out. Did she really have to word it like that? Like something she can just try on for size and then put back on the rack if she doesn’t like it or it doesn’t fit right? She wonders if Lottie will tell her to fuck off, or grow up, or—
“I could do it.”
Nat blinks. “What?”
“If you want to try a girl,” Lottie says. “If you would rather try with someone you know rather than a total stranger, I’ll do it.”
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- Part 1 of straight girl nat cinematic universe
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