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slow motion double vision in rose blush by chasingredballoons
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
21 Aug 2025
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“A couple weeks ago, I was talking to Van about Jackie’s wedding, and we were talking about plus-ones, and I—” Lottie sighs. “I kind of accidentally told Van I was seeing someone.”
Nat laughs. Laughs. Asshole. “And she believed you?”
Lottie reaches out with her leg and kicks Nat in the thigh, ignoring Nat's resulting offended squeak. “She did, because I’m a fucking catch, why wouldn’t she believe me, you dick.” Nat coughs pointedly. Lottie ignores her. “But obviously she told Jackie and now Jackie is insisting I bring this girlfriend to the wedding.”
“This girlfriend that you don’t have,” Nat points out, like Lottie isn’t already entirely fucking aware. “What are you gonna do?”
“Well." Lottie clears her throat awkwardly. "Here’s the thing. Van seemed to be under the impression that the someone I was seeing was you,” she says, wincing when Nat frowns. “And I kind of...didn’t correct her?”
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23 Aug 2025
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She's been ignoring the hunger for a long time now, but the truth is undeniable: Natalie is starving.
It's been one month, three days, and seven hours since Natalie was turned. Since then, she's tried all manner of drinks, solid food, and hell, even fucking dog food, but not once has she successfully kept it down. Now, after her body has rejected Kevyn's blood, too, there's only one clear option left:
"Kevyn," Natalie says, "We're going to have to steal Lottie Matthew's blood."
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OR: A-Tier Vampire Hunter Natalie catches the attention of the powerful Yellowjackets Coven. After a failed turning, she's dead-set on escaping the country and leaving the hunter life behind. Too bad they aren't very willing to let her go.
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17 Aug 2025
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“Oh, fine.” Natalie replied. “A little warm for fur, isn’t it?”
“It’s faux. Don’t get any ideas about red paint.”
“Hm. Okay.” Natalie nodded, then sucked in a breath. “So, you’re a lesbian, though?”
Lottie straightened and shut the fridge door, then turned back to Natalie. She had a bottle of water in her hand. “Don’t be reductive, Nat, I could be bisexual.”
“…are you bisexual?”
Lottie looked at her like she was stupid. “No, I’m a lesbian.”
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Or,A year after moving in with Lottie, Natalie makes a discovery about her roommate that sets off a chain reaction of catastrophic proportions.
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27 Jul 2025
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And sure, yeah, whatever. Nat supposed her teammates were, in fact, girls. But they had never been girls in the way that pervy fuckers like Randy described them. They had never been girls in the way that Nat had felt so boxed in, so washed away from herself, when she tumbled into the back of that car with Bobby Farleigh.
If Lottie was a girl and this was the way a girl's breath hitched, if this was the way their eyes darkened and stared… Nat wasn't sure she'd ever understand boys like Randy and Bobby. What was happening inside, so rattling and maybe a bit scary, didn't feel like a triumph or conquest.
It was a tug into the deep.
// OR: The one where Lottie and Nat have been learning to kiss each other since the cabin burned.
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- Part 1 of got your back up against the wall
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23 Jul 2025
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an inch away from more than just friends by chasingredballoons
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
14 Mar 2025
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Nat realises what she’s about to say a second before it comes out, a week’s worth of build-up tumbling out unbidden. “I think I want to try it. You know, with a girl. Just so I can stop fucking wondering. Just so I can finally know.”
Somehow that feels even more exposing than anything else she’s said so far. God. She wants to try it out. Did she really have to word it like that? Like something she can just try on for size and then put back on the rack if she doesn’t like it or it doesn’t fit right? She wonders if Lottie will tell her to fuck off, or grow up, or—
“I could do it.”
Nat blinks. “What?”
“If you want to try a girl,” Lottie says. “If you would rather try with someone you know rather than a total stranger, I’ll do it.”
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- Part 1 of straight girl nat cinematic universe
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12 Jun 2025
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“I want her to split me open, to dig her fingers in and pry open my ribs, lick my heart and my blood and my bones. Pick open my bones and suck out the marrow. I want to be devoured by her. And she wants to devour me just as badly. It’s in every look, every movement, every smile.” — Michelle Hodkin, The Becoming of Noah Shaw
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Natalie Scatorccio moves to New York City with the intentions of attending college to eventually pursue a career in music but meeting Lottie Matthews sends those plans askew; casting her into a dark, depraved and bloodthirsty world of the supernatural.
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Natalie has nervous prey animal energy, and Lottie wants to eat her.
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30 May 2025
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21 May 2025
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"Nat lets out a breathless laugh, eyes fluttering open. “You think you’ve got me figured out already?”
Lottie leans down, nose brushing Nat’s, lips barely touching. “I told you at the bar,” she whispers. “You want me to wreck you.”
Nat just groans, dragging her nails lightly down Lottie’s sides, breath coming quicker now, every nerve in her body on high alert. “Yeah,” she whispers. “Maybe I do.”
And fuck, she does. More than she can admit."
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Natalie Scatorccio is the lead singer of an indie band, Clam Slam—addicted to drugs, and the feeling of being wanted.
Lottie is everything she’s not: clean, calm, controlled—and far too interested.
It starts with a show. It doesn’t stop there.
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21 May 2025
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"Are you here because you want to be?" Lottie asks, fingers dancing up Natalie's sides. "Or is it because Travis ignored your calls again?”
It starts because Shauna needs to make sure no one finds out about what happened out there. It continues because… well, Natalie’s trying to figure that out.
Or, Natalie visits Lottie throughout the years after rescue.
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20 May 2025
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In a flash, they were embracing—they were colliding—they were on the ground and they were fighting.
“What the fuck?” growled Nat, wheezing when her back hit the forest floor as Lottie straddled her. A snarl of abject rage poured from Nat, and then she was shoving Lottie off her, surprisingly strong, and the sweet smell of berries on Nat’s breath was all Lottie could register before she was being pressed into the ground.
Fuck, Lottie thought as the wind left her body. She could feel it. Sharp sticks and scratching leaves bit into her skin. Her neck was bearing down on the edge of the pit.
// OR: The one where Lottie and Nat fuck on the pit. (You read that right.)
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- Part 2 of got your back up against the wall
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19 May 2025
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Shauna’s grip falters, for a second; a weakness that Mari takes full advantage of. She takes the knife from her, hooks one leg behind Shauna's ankle to trip her, pushing her onto the forest floor. She can feel the leaves crunching underneath her body, twigs poking into her skin as Mari moves to straddle her.
“I always wanted to know how you felt. How it feels to be filled with so much hatred. I think I’m understanding it more now.” Shauna can feel Mari’s breath on her lips. She pushes her head up to kiss her but is stopped by a hand around her throat, pushing her back into the ground. “It’s the way you’re looking at me, Shauna. Like this isn’t what you wanted. What you dreamed about. It’s fucking infuriating.”
How does Mari know what she dreamed about?
She’s squeezing lightly, now, choking her. It feels almost like the bracelet Jackie had wrapped around her throat, before it started cutting her.
Oh.
Akilah was right. The dream was a message.
You shouldn’t play with dangerous things.
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Shauna has a sex dream and it becomes everyone's problem.
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18 May 2025
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Nat needs a place to live, and Lottie gives her an offer she can't refuse. Does it matter if she's a little odd?
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18 May 2025
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Jackie and Shauna had a painfully ordinary life — nothing beyond what you’d would expect from a suburban lesbian couple in New Jersey. Well, that was, until Shauna came home one day with a corpse in her trunk.
“Baby?” Her voice was shaky. Her hands were bloodied and trembling. She looked like she was about to pass out. Or throw up. Maybe both. “I think I fucked up.”
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10 May 2025
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Two very different worlds collide when the daughter of a small town preacher meets the outcast she’s been warned to stay away from.
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10 May 2025
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Unfolded. Read.
‘Thought you might like this one. It reminded me of you.’
— C.“C.” Natalie blinked at the letter like it might rearrange itself into something more useful.
C? Who the fuck is C?
She went through the list in her head. The obvious names. Claire, Courtney, Cassie, Caleb. People she didn’t talk to. People who didn’t even look at her.
Unless it wasn’t a name. Maybe it stood for creep. Or coward. Or crazy.
Maybe it was code. Or a prank. Maybe someone was watching her and laughing, and she was just feeding into it like the idiot everyone thought she was.
And yet… she didn’t throw the note away.
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05 May 2025
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Lottie Matthews is a rich law student who accidentally falls for Natalie Scatorccio, a hot headed burnout with seemingly no plans for her future.
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Lottie keeps finding Natalie in sticky situations and uses her power of being the sheriff's daughter to her advantage.
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23 Apr 2025
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There’s a reason Nat avoids physical touch.
She’s fine with sex, impersonal and fast, and she accepts the exuberant clash of her teammates when they win, but other than that she doesn't touch anyone and she doesn't let anyone touch her, either.
Because Nat is all burnt edges and hard lines and anger. She’s not made for tenderness, she isn't built to be held, or protected, or caressed. She couldn't tell you the last time someone hugged her, or held her just for the sake of holding her. And it's better that way, because deep down Nat thinks one gentle touch might break her completely.
Then along comes Lottie Matthews, all big brown eyes and faux-innocent expression, asking to fucking hug her and well.
It all just spirals from there.Touch adverse/touch starved Nat + five times Lottie touches her
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06 Apr 2025
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And it’s not second nature. Not even close. She can barely see him through the hot, stinging tears clinging to her eyelashes, can barely breathe through the snot without punctuating each inhale in a ragged sniff. It’s like there’s a million invisible hands clawing at her arm, prying at her trembling grip on the wooden handle, cutting themselves open on the blade. Hands don’t scream, but these ones can, and they’re shrieking at her to stop, stop, stop–
Or, doing the right thing hurts like a bitch and there's nothing Nat can do about it (Mari tries, though)
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06 Apr 2025
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Charlotte builds a shrine and meets Natalie, the God of Nothing.
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06 Apr 2025
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Lottie’s lips brush over her palm again, slow, pressing her teeth softly against the skin near the tiny cut. The sensation sends a jolt through Natalie’s entire body, her stomach twisting at the strange, unbearable intimacy of it.
“Don’t bite it.” Her pulse pounds so loud in her ears she can barely hear her own voice as she mutters, low and warning.
Lottie exhales, lips still grazing her skin. “I want to.”
Natalie almost jerks her hand away this time. Almost. But she doesn’t—because Lottie’s looking at her like she’s starving, like she needs her, and maybe there’s something deep, deep inside Natalie that likes that. That likes the way Lottie clings to her like this, like she’s something holy, something worth consuming.
“Lottie, don’t.” She grits her teeth, voice sharp.
Lottie tilts her head, her thumbs stroking over the back of Natalie’s hand, soothing, coaxing. There’s something almost reverent in the way she holds her, but beneath it—hunger.
Not just hunger. Desperation.
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After Ben's trial, Natalie grapples with the brutal reality of survival while becoming increasingly entwined with Lottie in ways she never expected.
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31 Mar 2025