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    “On the other side of this,” Eddie whispers. “Maybe we can try it.”

    “Hm, okay,” Buck hums, apparently awake, but barely. “What are we tryin’?”

    “I know now isn’t the right time. I’m not - - we’re not ready. But this next bit isn’t going to be pretty. It’s going to be hard. And I need you to know, so you have something to hold on to. So that I don’t forget what it feels like. What it felt like. We could - - we could try.”

     

    Or, after the kidnapping, Buck goes through it. Eddie goes through it with him.

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    21 Mar 2026

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    Shane pulls back, carefully cradling Ilya’s face. “Maybe we shouldn’t.”

    “You don’t want to?” Ilya’s eyes are bottomless; swimming with grief. He says it like he really means, You don’t want me?

    “That isn’t what I mean,” Shane says gently, brushing his thumb over Ilya’s cheekbone. Ilya’s eyes flutter shut, as if being treated so tenderly causes him physical pain. Like he isn’t used to it. “You’re hurting. I don’t want you to regret it in the morning.” 

    Ilya’s eyes open. “I have never regretted a moment with you.”

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    Or: the missing hotel room scene in Florida after Shane comforts Ilya.

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    13 Feb 2026

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    “Hollander,” Ilya sighs and comes to sit next to him. “We can't be more. This is all you get.”

    Shane really tries not to get mad, because yes he understands. This is all he gets.

    “Yeah, because it's not that it's a guy that is the problem, it's me right?”

    Ilya frowns. “What the fuck are you talking about?”

    “You had no problem letting him be all over you today,” Shane is aware of how jealous he sounds. He doesn't care. If this is the last conversation they'll be having, he needs to make sure he says everything.

     

    Or, what if Ilya thought Shane was going to bring Rose to the All Stars Game so he brought Svetlana and Sasha with him?

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    11 Feb 2026

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    “Remember when I came to the cottage for the first time and we had talk about passports and marriage?” The hand that was caressing the hair on his stomach stilled as he continued. “You say I am worse but you did not see the look on your face when I brought up marrying Svetlana.”

    Shane removed his hand from Ilya’s stomach and sat up. Ilya swallowed as Shane fixed him with a similar look now. Only this time there was more fire in his gaze. It felt a little dangerous and Ilya probably would have been scared for his life if he weren't so turned on. 

    or, Ilya gets a little crazy when he's jealous. Shane is worse.

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    30 Jan 2026

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    shane cries when ilya suggests marrying svetlana and ilya apologizes on his knees (as he should)

    Shane POV here :)

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    26 Jan 2026