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  1. Public Bookmark 16

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    “What did Mr Hayward actually say, Mr Ryder?” she huffed, all worries about being rude out of the window. Mr Ryder had the decency to look ashamed as he spoke.

    “He said that he would be in need of a wife for the chambers to take him seriously for promotion. It’s a question of status as much as anything, you understand. Tom said that…well, that it didn’t much matter who the wife was as long as they were vaguely tolerable.”

    Mary felt her nose twitch. Her hands had balled into fists under the table in her lap.

    “...Vaguely tolerable?”

    aka: ryder is getting a bit desperate, so he tells a white lie to dissuade mary from tom. naturally, it only brings them closer (after a few tears are shed)

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    03 May 2026

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    When Crowley returns from a long business-trip for hell, he can’t wait to enjoy a relaxing dinner at the Ritz with Aziraphale. But when he arrives, the angel’s acting strangely around him and he can’t for the life of him figure out why.

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    28 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 41

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    “Hello, my dear. You‘re a bit tardy, have you done something special today?“
    Crowley shrugged noncommittally.
    “Nah, not really. Same old same old. Driving around town and scaring some humans. Got some new records at the music store. Oh, and I went to the greenhouse, met someone there and took him home.“
    Aziraphale paused mid-movement while putting away his book.
    “You took them home? What do you mean, you took them home, dear?“, he asked, frowning at Crowley. He couldn‘t mean… what Aziraphale thought he meant. Could he!? It couldn’t be… that! Not with a human! Right?!
    Crowley just shrugged again.
    “I mean, he looked good, I liked him and I took him home. Showed him around the place and then took him to the bedroom.“
    Aziraphale gaped at him disbelievingly.

    Or: Crowley comes into the bookshop, telling Aziraphale all about Larry, the guy he met at the greenhouse, about how good he looks and that he immediately brought him home to share his bed. Aziraphale is devastated until he discovers that the whole situation isn‘t quite what he first made it out to be.

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    21 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 74

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    It's commonly understood that every respectable lady should know the basics of marital intimacy; men, on the other hand, are understood to have every right to explore these responsibilities even before marriage. Mary has educated herself on such intimacy, but she's still certain that Thomas knows exactly what to do on their honeymoon.

    Right?

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    18 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 27

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    Mary had told him where to find the book, on the nightstand next to her side of their bed (their bed) where her current favorites often resided. It was there, just as she said it would be, and he went to grab it quickly so as to return to his love as soon as possible, and bask in the joy of her presence as he read to her as long as she wanted, until his voice went hoarse if she wished. He grabbed it so quickly, in fact, that he only managed to snag the cover, and the pages of the book flapped open before he could get a better grip. As they did, something which had been pressed between the pages fluttered to the ground.

     
    After they get married, Tom finds the letter Mary wrote while he was in Yorkshire

    (Standalone fic but could technically follow the previous fic in the series)

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    18 Apr 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 24

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    Mary Bennet tries to teach herself about sex through anatomy books. Tom Hayward recommends something else.

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    18 Apr 2026

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    Ilya makes Shane play a new game Harris sent him called “Is It Cheating or Not?” and, against his better judgment, Shane decided to play. It goes exactly as well as you’d expect. Which is to say, somewhere between his messing around, Ilya decides to get in his car and drives across Montréal to deal with it personally...much to Hayden Pike’s absolute horror.

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    A question game about cheating and relationship boundaries goes wrong, and Ilya quickly finds himself stressed over what Shane thinks he can do...and where he is right now.

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    27 Mar 2026

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    “On the other side of this,” Eddie whispers. “Maybe we can try it.”

    “Hm, okay,” Buck hums, apparently awake, but barely. “What are we tryin’?”

    “I know now isn’t the right time. I’m not - - we’re not ready. But this next bit isn’t going to be pretty. It’s going to be hard. And I need you to know, so you have something to hold on to. So that I don’t forget what it feels like. What it felt like. We could - - we could try.”

     

    Or, after the kidnapping, Buck goes through it. Eddie goes through it with him.

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    21 Mar 2026

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    Shane pulls back, carefully cradling Ilya’s face. “Maybe we shouldn’t.”

    “You don’t want to?” Ilya’s eyes are bottomless; swimming with grief. He says it like he really means, You don’t want me?

    “That isn’t what I mean,” Shane says gently, brushing his thumb over Ilya’s cheekbone. Ilya’s eyes flutter shut, as if being treated so tenderly causes him physical pain. Like he isn’t used to it. “You’re hurting. I don’t want you to regret it in the morning.” 

    Ilya’s eyes open. “I have never regretted a moment with you.”

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    Or: the missing hotel room scene in Florida after Shane comforts Ilya.

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    13 Feb 2026

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    “Hollander,” Ilya sighs and comes to sit next to him. “We can't be more. This is all you get.”

    Shane really tries not to get mad, because yes he understands. This is all he gets.

    “Yeah, because it's not that it's a guy that is the problem, it's me right?”

    Ilya frowns. “What the fuck are you talking about?”

    “You had no problem letting him be all over you today,” Shane is aware of how jealous he sounds. He doesn't care. If this is the last conversation they'll be having, he needs to make sure he says everything.

     

    Or, what if Ilya thought Shane was going to bring Rose to the All Stars Game so he brought Svetlana and Sasha with him?

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    11 Feb 2026

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    “Remember when I came to the cottage for the first time and we had talk about passports and marriage?” The hand that was caressing the hair on his stomach stilled as he continued. “You say I am worse but you did not see the look on your face when I brought up marrying Svetlana.”

    Shane removed his hand from Ilya’s stomach and sat up. Ilya swallowed as Shane fixed him with a similar look now. Only this time there was more fire in his gaze. It felt a little dangerous and Ilya probably would have been scared for his life if he weren't so turned on. 

    or, Ilya gets a little crazy when he's jealous. Shane is worse.

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    30 Jan 2026

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    shane cries when ilya suggests marrying svetlana and ilya apologizes on his knees (as he should)

    Shane POV here :)

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    26 Jan 2026

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    Something went wrong. Ilya knows something did. He’s not sure about Hollander, but he felt it. That night ended shitty. Hollander has never texted him–nor replied to any of his messages since then, either. And Ilya could’ve gone mad. Or crazy. Could’ve gone to him face to face and started cursing him out. Because how could Hollander not reply to him, the Ilya Rozanov? Russia’s beloved team captain. Stanley Cup owner. The guy who fucks him like crazy until the only thing that could be heard in the room was him repeatedly calling for Ilya’s last name like it was prayer.

    He could’ve, but he didn’t.

     

    Shane is avoiding Ilya. Ilya tries his best not to go batshit crazy.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    After running out of Ilyas’s apartment, Shane breaks up with Rose, trying to move on.

    Weeks later, he sees Ilya with another woman, and the sight makes his buried emotions boil over.

    Maybe he really fucked this all up pretty badly.

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    Shane meets Svetlana and things take a different turn.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    By the time Shane washes his face, brushes his teeth and packs, there's no time to change. So he's stuck wearing the sweatshirt to the airport while mentally being grateful that it's not a tight neon t-shirt that shows the two barbells poking through both his nipples.

    Let this be a lesson. Never look at pictures of your situationship with his tongue down beautiful women's throats and go on a jealousy tirade to live a wild night in a city like Las Vegas.
     

    Or, Shane gets accidental nipple piercings and Ilya misunderstands.

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    24 Jan 2026

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    “Come on, baby, once in a while does not hurt. Rookies say that drunk cigarettes don’t count, have you ever heard that? I think is funny,” Ilya tries, his kisses softer now, trying to work Shane into the soft, pliant mess he loves.

    It doesn’t work. In fact – “What’s that, Ilya?”

    Ilya is biting anywhere he can find, “I don’t have gun license, so I must be happy to see you.”

    But that doesn’t work either. Shane finally moves – only to grab at Ilya’s collar, pulling it so that it digs into the back of his neck, which has Ilya pausing as Shane inspects. “That, Ilya. What’s that.”

    or, Shane finds some (perfectly explainable) lipstick on Ilya's collar, and they both go through emotional saw traps

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    23 Jan 2026

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    “Ah, good,” Svetlana says after Rozanov scores his second goal of the night. “Now we don’t have to fight.”

    “About what?” Shane asks.

    “One goal for you, one goal for me. But it will get tricky again if he does a hat trick."

     

    or
    injured Shane Hollander goes to watch Boston's game and meets Svetlana who is very nice. there is a lipstick mark on Rozanov's visor and it's fine. Shane does not overthink any of this and most definitely does not hope it was his lipmark there instead. he breaks his own heart a little bit before everything turns out alright. he goes home, though perhaps not the one you are thinking about.

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    22 Jan 2026

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    18 Jan 2026

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    The first time they hooked up, Rozanov had kissed him before Shane got on his knees. They kissed when Scott Hunter was in the room next-door. And they kissed slowly and sweetly, on his apartment stairway, after Rozanov had taken his world apart and put him back together again. Hell, even in that bathroom, where he felt as if the Russian was trampling on his bared soul, Rozanov had kissed him.

    So why was it different this time? What did he do wrong?

    Shane aches with how much he wants—needs the other man. There is a hollow numbness in his chest every time he thinks about those golden curls and ocean eyes, and he hates himself for wishing he could have more.

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    Wanting Hollander is dangerous, because Ilya is wanting more than he’s allowed to have. But Ilya keeps wanting more and more, because he is vain, selfish, undisciplined. He wants to have Hollander in his arms, sweet, warm, and gorgeous.

    And he will always regret it later, in the quiet moments that come in the aftermath, in the small and lingering ache that follows him once they are apart.

    Or: Shane spirals and avoids Ilya post-Vegas. Ilya chases after him, and they talk.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    “Hollander.” Shane’s head snaps back to his left. Ilya is much closer, pace slightly hurried. “Come here.” His voice sort of mimics the way one would talk to an animal paralyzed in fight-or-flight. Shane is not sure what to make of that.

    He slowly turns his head in the opposite direction, where his vision tunnels on the door for the stairwell. It almost glows like a special item in a video game, like a hint. Without giving himself time to doubt, he bolts.

    “Wha- Hollander, what the fuck!” Ilya shouts in audible disbelief, and Shane distinctly hears matching thuds of frantic footsteps behind him; Ilya is chasing after him. Shane runs faster, positively sprinting at this point. He’s the fastest skater in the NHL right now. He can do this. He flings the door open and bounds down the steps two at a time, hitting the walls with each turn of a corner. If he eats shit on this filthy floor and embarrasses himself in front of Ilya, he thinks, he’ll never let himself see the light of day ever again.

    or alternatively, in which Shane accidentally sends the text, and Ilya chases after him. Like, actually chases after him.

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    18 Jan 2026

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