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    “You shouldn’t be smoking here.” Shane can’t help turning on his “Captain” voice.

    The man’s eyes flick up to Shane’s face. And holy shit he’s hot. Curling blonde hair, flashing eyes, and a jawline that could cut glass. He’s also clearly pissed off. He takes another drag from the cigarette and blows smoke from the side of his mouth, away from Shane and the entrance.

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    Irina and Ilya Rozanov leave Moscow when he’s 13 and move to Boston. Ilya stops playing hockey and becomes a doctor of emergency medicine.

    Shane Hollander was the number one draft pick and is now the Captain of the Boston Bears.

    One night, they meet.

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    17 Oct 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has spent ten years circling Shane Hollander. Ten years of hotel rooms and secret phone calls. Ten years of pretending he doesn't feel it, doesn't need it, doesn't wake up reaching for someone who's already gone. Ten years convincing himself he's not good enough. That he's not worth it.

    Then a plane needs to make an emergency landing near Montreal, and Yuna Hollander is on it.

    So when Shane calls him from a bathroom floor, unable to breathe, Ilya stops pretending.

    After five hundred miles of frozen highway, three and a half hours of driving like a man possessed, a hospital waiting room full of people who have every reason to hate him, and a boy who looks at him like he's something worth keeping, Ilya may have learned a thing or two about what it means to be loved—and to let himself love freely.

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    15 Oct 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has a "tiny car accident" (his words). Shane Hollander has a full-scale, system-shutdown panic attack about it. Meanwhile, a horrified Hayden is praying for someone to throw him in a lake and tell him that this is all just a big joke, or maybe for a meteor strike; he is really not picky. J.J., on the other hand, is trying to bleach the image of his sweet captain making out with Ilya fucking Rozanov from his brain.

    It's a very normal day for the Montreal Voyageurs.

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    15 Oct 2026

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    Chris has a specific sports bar he goes to whenever his apartment feels too big for one person. This time Derek is there. A little flirting over Pool leads Derek and Chris back to Chris's apartment. The sex is mind blowing, and the power exchange heady, but neither men know what to do with the broken pieces of themselves.

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    11 Oct 2026

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    Getting to fuck his boyfriend and his best friend at the same time is a dream come true on paper - or, more specifically, the google doc that he, Ilya, and Hayden tipsily collabbed on while Jackie oversaw a month ago.

    But of course, leave it to Shane to get all tangled up in what role he’s supposed to play, when he’s got two different men with two very different visions of who Shane Hollander is to them. Luckily, Ilya has ten years of experience telling him what to do. And it might even be working on Hayden too.

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    09 Oct 2026