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    Tsukasa has a habit of caring for others at his own expense. Eventually, it catches up to him.

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    21 Mar 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 71

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    There are cobwebs in his mind. Sludge and tar and molasses. A graveyard of teethbones and ash, sand on his tongue, bittersweet saltiness on his lips.

    "Tsukasa-kun." Rui's voice resurfaces him from the shade, and he blinks at the sun in his eyes, the faint creases in his uniform from where it looked like he had clutched at his chest and squeezed. "Slow steps. Follow me."

    "Follow me," he echoes tonelessly. The words comes out flat, if a little lost. Rui squeezes their hands together as an unspoken reminder, a message, a promise: I'm here.

    There is safety in that, a quiet sort of assurance he isn't sure when he grew used to trusting. He falls then, but he falls with the knowledge that the people he loves will be there to catch him at the bottom of the gaping chasm.

    or: for tenma tsukasa, there are both good days and bad days. on the bad days, his friends are there to help him through the worst of it.

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    26 Mar 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 68

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    For April Fools' Day, the universe gives Tsukasa Tenma an existential crisis.

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    17 Dec 2023

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    The reality of growing up was such: sitting at the dining table, waiting. An empty home, a heaviness that weighs on him, a friend who smiles and asks, "Are you happy, Tsukasa-kun?"

    He thinks of a quiet grey room, of the world he had once loved and chosen to give up. At eight years old, then ten, and now, seventeen. He's faced with a choice.

    Just forget.

    He smiles.

    I've never once been lonely.

    (It's the only way to make them happy.)

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    09 Oct 2023

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    He keeps slipping up in practice.

    They were doing a final rehearsal for their show tomorrow; one they all have memorized by this point, a showing of the first show they did together. Of course, it had updates and wild new additions added thanks to Rui’s inventions, but nothing too off course for them. He… shouldn't be having any issues at all.

    But he can't help but relax doing familiar steps and lines, can’t help when his mind conjures up a fun spinoff, cant help when he starts mumbling as soon as they finish a scene–

    He snaps himself back as soon as he realizes it's happening.

    But no matter how many times he tries to ground himself, he just keeps slipping.

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    11 Feb 2023