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    Perhaps he was truly the worst person in the world, but so was Suguru and that was why they were perfect for each other.

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    30 Aug 2025

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    Time to bookmark this, a certain part of my life is complete, I want to thank this fic for being there for me when I needed it the most aka that one cheating goge fic

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    Suguru clears his throat, puts down his notes, and explains, “Satoru doesn’t date.”

    And that stings a little. It hurts. Because it means that Suguru’s noticed he’s never really gone out with anyone before, that he’s very much aware of Satoru’s lack of experience here. He’s noticed and done nothing about it, which -

    “Well, gotta start some time, yeah?” Satoru jokes, covering up his discomfort with a laugh he hopes doesn’t sound too fake. “Better late than never.”

    Shoko laughs, waving a hand at him as she goes back to her textbook - which is more or less what Satoru expects, very much used to her casual indifference to his antics at this point in their continued association.

    What he doesn’t expect is the way that Suguru freezes; he is entirely unprepared for the way that Suguru goes very, very still, those warm brown eyes that Satoru loves so much going dark with what he thinks is dismay.

    “Are you… are you serious?” he asks, his voice small. “You have a date?”

    Satoru blinks. “Um, yeah.”

    “With who?”

    Satoru makes an assumption about Suguru and Shoko's relationship. Things get very messy, very fast.

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    31 Jul 2025

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    good (it’s 02:36 am god help me)

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    “Let’s break up if you can’t deal with me.” Satoru replies, lips pressing in a hard line and eyes blazing. He seems to have mostly recovered his confidence, but his voice still shakes as he speaks again. “I’ll find someone who can.” He visibly wavers, obviously not believing his own words even as he says them.

    “Is that so?” Suguru’s humourless laugh scrapes his throat as it climbs out, and a wry smile appears on his lips. He knows that Satoru is only saying this to set him off, yet it still makes his skin burn.

    Local idiots in love manage to argue during sex and keep arguing after it

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    29 Jul 2025

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    4 my shizu

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    Unease settles around Suguru as he remembers Satoru’s manic laughter as he beats curses to a pulp and the fact that his own energy was barely distinguishable from that of the curse makes Suguru sick to his stomach.

    He needs to find out what’s going on, or otherwise Satoru might leave him soon and Suguru isn’t sure he could stand that.

    Satoru should be in his room, waiting for him after the latest mission so Suguru hurries, his feet carrying across school faster than they usually do and when he storms into his room, Satoru is stretched out on the bed. He looks over at Suguru when he enters, but even that is somehow wrong, because his body goes still for a moment, tightly controlled before it seems as if he spills himself out over the bed again and Suguru sits down where he stands.

    Satoru is off.

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    22 Jul 2025

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    the Summer Satoru Died I asked for

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    “Suguru told me that he didn’t think you knew how to live without touch. That you needed it like a plant needs the sun. Told me you’d wilt if you didn’ get enough hugs or some shit.” She points the same finger that’s been poking Infinity at Satoru in accusation. “You’re wilting. You droopy bastard.”

    Satoru laughs, “You’re making me sound pathetic, and Suguru told you about all of that? I am deeply betrayed.”

    Blinking at him, Shoko frowns, “He already deeply betrayed you, that's the whole.” she pauses as she sways a little on her feet, “That’s the problem.”

    “Christ,” Satoru says quietly. “You need to sit down or something. Drink water.”

    “When was the last time you drank water!”

    Satoru takes her by the elbow and leads her down the stairs. Which is probably a good thing, she might have fallen on her face if she attempted to walk back down them by herself.

    “I’m not a house plant,” Satoru says.

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    11 Jun 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I just needed to read my thoughts put into actual words. Moved me to the core (still crying).