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If he'd killed Yuusaku at Port Arthur, Ogata thinks, their father would have finally acknowledged him. A man as proud and as calculating as Hanazawa Koujirou would never have let his family line wither away so easily, not when he had another potential heir in his back pocket. Ogata would have been adopted as soon as he set foot back on Japanese soil—taught manners and dressed up in a stuffy braided uniform, pinned with all manner of medals and squirreled into a commission that he wasn't even remotely trained for. He's sure of it.
It's right there in his ill-fitting name, Hyakunosuke, clumsy and overwrought for a farm boy, but perfectly appropriate for a back-up son of the Hanazawa family. A second son's name, no less, because Yuusaku has always come first; even before he was ever conceived, the mere possibility that he might one day exist had been enough to keep Ogata shunted behind the spot reserved for him.
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The garden is striking, in the way that all dreadful things are. There's been an effort by the gardeners to arrange the flowers nicely, to make it look like they were chosen from the nursery on some aesthetic principle. There's been a well-mannered attempt to pretend that this is not a museum of violent ends, cobbled together from the overgrown desires of unruly hearts.
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Part of her always wonders, when she sees the vague shade of a young man in military dress, his shape not quite yet formed: is this him? Is this her boy?
Would she know him, even if it were?
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It's been a while since he's gotten to beat anyone up with his bare hands. Tsurumi doesn't always like for him to get so messy. It's something like a reward, something Tsurumi withholds just for the sweetness of giving it.
[usami gets his dick touched and has a very nice time]
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He looks beatific in the mud, limbs arranged artfully like flowers at a funeral, his men wailing around him like widows.
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this is a gift, it comes with a price by saltedpin for four_milligrams
Fandoms: ゴールデンカムイ | Golden Kamuy (Manga)
30 Jul 2022
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Only Ogata knows what went on in that room, the only conversation he and his father had ever had, gently lit by the soft orange glow from the hibachi.
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07 Nov 2022
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Ogata hadn't thought the first time a superior officer would take advantage of him it'd be his own brother, but at least there's less to complain about this way.
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19 May 2022
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make it up as we go along by chalkytalkie for four_milligrams
Fandoms: ゴールデンカムイ | Golden Kamuy (Manga)
15 Apr 2022
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“Doesn’t it bother you? You were asleep, and I—”
“It doesn’t bother me,” Hyakunosuke interrupts him. “and if you think about it, it was I who did stuff to you, so don’t feel so guilty.”
“But—”
“Besides, I think it’s hot,” Hyakunosuke shrugs and stretches his arms above his head, and Yuusaku is distracted by the way his t-shirt rides up. Hyakunosuke notices it, of course he does, and grins teasingly. “Wake me up with a blowjob one of these days, I’d like that.”
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17 Apr 2022
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Yuusaku and Ogata play a bit of a dress-up game.
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02 May 2022
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Once upon a time, European naturalists received from skin traders a bird specimen with the most exquisite plumage, but without wings nor legs. They thought it was born in the heavens and took flight through miracles, that it lived off dews and will never touch the ground until the day it died. They named it the “bird-of-paradise.”
Turned out it was because local hunters thought the Europeans were only interested in the fancy feathers and hacked off the wings and legs when they taxidermied the dead bird.
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- Part 2 of The Swan and the Mountain Cat
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15 Feb 2022