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  1. Public Bookmark 75

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    Luca's had plenty of time to get used to how things are in the big leagues. Plenty of time to learn the ins and outs, plenty of time to settle into the team dynamic and get used to playing with the two men he idolized his entire childhood.

    Plenty of time to figure out how to get his head on straight after games, plenty of time to figure out how to decompress after practices. Everyone seems to have their own thing, except for Luca. He just can't seem to get his head on right. At least until he learns that sometimes, giving up complete control, is exactly what he needs. And who better to do it with the two people he trust the most?

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    The one where Luca tries to do a Dom/sub dynamic through grindr and Shane and Ilya are like yeah....no that's not going to work. We can help.

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    27 Apr 2026

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    Shane is heavier than he used to be; his weight bears down on Ilya in a new way. He’s put on pounds of muscle since Ilya last touched him like this. Ilya flattens his palms, skims them under Shane’s undershirt, feels the flat solidity of his abs, the bulk of his lats, the swell of his chest. It’s the same and it’s new, this body; it’s the boy he couldn’t stop thinking about when he was 18 and the man he loved enough to let go at 26 and the person who somehow always comes to find him when he’s lost.

    A stranger, and the love of his life.

     

    or, Ilya's father doesn't die in 2017. They get older, but not any less stupid about each other. Shane gets a boyfriend; Ilya gets on medication; they work on becoming whole people. And they always find their way back to each other.

    OR a story for those who love Shane and Ilya's baby love but ALSO think it's hot when people in their thirties make active choices about who they are and what they want in their partner!!

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    23 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 27

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    Shane Hollander is many things.
    Determined. Reliable. A good son, a loyal friend. Top of his class. Handsome. Prone to snarkiness when hungry or tired or when Hayden leaves the big light on in the apartment. Polite. Assumes the best of people. Horny.

    Shane Hollander is painfully horny.
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    Ilya is trying so hard to be good. New college, new leaf, new him. No distractions.

    Shane is single and looking to hook up when he spots the new (insanely hot) student in class. He and Rose scheme and plot ways to get Ilya's attention.

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    the one where Ilya is trying his hardest to be a good boy, and Shane is desperate to break him.

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    22 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 60

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    The bartender is turned around, arm stretched upwards towards a top shelf. He’s wearing low rise pants and a black long-sleeve shirt cut off right above his waistline, revealing a stretch of skin that harbors a recognizable tattoo at his tailbone. The back of his head is familiar too— a bout of curls, flopping just past his nape, the glint of tiny silver hoops poked into his ears.

    Shane blinks as they come up closer. “Holy shit,” he remarks as Ilya says, “Haasy?”

    Luca whips around at the sound of their voices, wide-eyed.

     

    Or: after Luca Haas’ side gig is revealed to them, it must be a mere coincidence that the Rozanov-Hollander pair start frequenting the bar he works at

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    22 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 7

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    There’s a small smirk on the other man’s face that Shane almost misses. “Something boring to get to?”

    Shane frowns. What is with this guy? He takes a step toward the man in some kind of challenge. “Do you have a problem with me?”

    The smirk widens, but just like when they had met in the bar, something flashes across blue eyes, and this time it feels almost dangerous. “No, no problem.”

    “Then why are you…” Shane searches for a word less profane but ultimately lands on the only word that seems to fit, “such an asshole?”

    Sharp, bright laughter startles Shane, almost getting him to step back, but he stands his ground. Mr. Rozanov takes another drag from his cigarette before speaking. “You think I am asshole?” Another chuckle and a shrug, “Is true probably.”

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    A slow burn Hollanov Vampire AU

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    20 Apr 2026