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“Take your time,” Andrew says wryly. His hand slips onto the slope of Neil's waist, settling at his hip where he hooks a finger in Neil's belt loop. “We've only got all day.”
Alternatively: a study on sweat and denial.
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26 Sep 2026
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“I think he’ll come to you,” she concludes. “Each person experiences attraction and sexuality in a unique way. It is possible there’s a kind of fear there, something foreign and unfamiliar to him.”
Andrew mulls this over in his head. He thinks of Neil’s lingering gazes, of the recent reappearance of that warm blush on the tops of his cheeks. He considers, also, the inherent vulnerability of allowing oneself to be desired, and the shamelessness of desiring another. It’d make sense that Neil, both rabbit and fox, immense in his attempts to make himself minuscule, would be wary of something so terrifying.
Alternatively: On Neil Josten’s apprehension regarding his own attraction to Andrew Minyard, told by Andrew’s increasingly flustered and consistently perplexed point of view.
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24 Sep 2026
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Andrew's life had not prepared him for the idea of family and his family had not been prepared for Andrew. He scared the courts, he scared his brother, he scared the whole damn world until he met Neil Josten.
But Neil was just a side effect of the drugs.
Or, how Andrew learned what it was to be understood when he said he hated someone.
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11 Aug 2026
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Settled into the bed, Neil keeps his lips against Andrew and tries to doze off. Andrew is breathing faster, and Neil can feel his lungs expand and contract. He shifts up to place a palm over Andrew’s heart and finds it beating ever so slightly harder than usual.
If Neil focuses enough, he can picture Andrew’s blood running in his veins. Neil has never been jealous of an artery before. Pumping life through every inch of Andrew’s body, every corner inside and out. Filling up his heart and face. Leaving evidence of his presence behind in the slightest press against skin. Giving power to every move he makes. Rising to the surface with hard bites and sucks.
Andrew sighs.
He flings Neil’s arm off and whips back around. Andrew rises and looms over until Neil is pinned to the bed, hips trapped by his straddle.
“Yes or no?” Andrew says, clearly displeased at himself.
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AKA: Late-night grinding morphs into spontaneous blowjob morphs into spontaneous sex. Neil doesn’t stay quiet, Andrew doesn’t stay gentle, they don’t act normal about each other.
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- Part 8 of SW AU
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07 Aug 2026
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Andrew’s first thought when he opens his eyes to too-bright hospital lights is: Fuck. It didn’t work.
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Andrew and Tilda crash. Then, Andrew wakes up.
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- Part 1 of canon-compliant one shots
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22 Jul 2026
