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  1. Public Bookmark 29

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    Tsukasa just stood there. Not knowing what to do. He felt the flower in his hands. He lifted it up and spun it around in his fingers like he did for Rui not even 20 minutes ago when things were fine. This didn’t feel right. They hadn’t fought over anything. Rui was just… he didn’t know what Rui was. Tsukasa felt the tears starting to well up.
    He just left him there. Rui had just left him there.
    Tsukasa waited, just a bit longer. Why he didn’t know. He didn’t expect anything. Nothing was going to happen.
    Tsukasa closed his eyes. They would be okay. They would come back to rehearsal tomorrow and everything would be ok.
    Because it was the two of them, Rui, and Tsukasa, and they were meant to be friends forever.
    Right?
    - - - - -
    Rui is finding it harder and harder to deny his feelings for his star. The only thing he knows will work is to distance himself from Tsukasa, if they aren't near each other, there is no need to worry.
    Unfortunately for him, Tsukasa doesn't understand why Rui is acting differently and fears that his dear director is upset and doesn't want to be around him anymore.

    5 times Rui ran away from his feelings and 1 time Tsukasa ran after him.

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    02 Oct 2023

  2. Public Bookmark 57

    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    28 Aug 2023

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    GAY PEOPLE

  3. Public Bookmark 49

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    "𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘢 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘩𝘢𝘴 𝘦𝘹𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘭 𝘢𝘯𝘹𝘪𝘦𝘵𝘺, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘨𝘨𝘭𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘴. 𝘉𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘥, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘨𝘨𝘭𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘮 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴. 𝘪𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰."

    Toya Aoyagi, 1st year, with a communication disorder. It's not that he doesn't want to talk to people, it's because of his childhood. At a young age, he was forced into take lessons for the piano and violin, just like his two older brothers. He though his father taught him like that so he could be successful in life, and not end up like 'nobody' as he calls others. Even with that, he didn't feel like anybody. He was isolated from friends, family, everyone. So his stress and anxiety was building up to the point he just.. stopped talking. Later on, his therapist had recommended going to a private school at least.

    So, he met Akito. An comes into the story and at least tries to help Toya make connections. He's come a long way, and he's lately felt more confident than ever.

    Toya has all of his new friends now...

    And Akito.

    🧸 - CW (content warning)
    🎐 - Smut(highschoolers.)
    🎀 - Holiday

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    19 Aug 2023

  4. Public Bookmark 9

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    Akito wakes up in a cold sweat.
    When he starts gaining his senses he feels an overwhelming sense of nausea, yet the need to cough. He dash’s to the bathroom and that all yet so familiar warm acidic yet chunky and greasy liquid visits his mouth as he vomits into the toilet. He looks at what he presumes to be his dinner and.. what is that?

     

    Akito feels the urge to cough and he does. Something scrapes along his throat, as he hacks it up. When it reaches his mouth, it’s not throw up. No its.. flower petals? A blue one to be in fact. He was out of breath, breathing hard.

    “How?..”

    Footsteps approach the bath room.

    “Akito..? What’s going on- oh.”

    She looks at the sight infront of her. Akito holding a Flower petal, down on the ground was akito on his knees, one hand gripping the toilet
    Seat.

    “Do you need help?”
    _______________________________

    Or: what happens when you fall for someone and don’t realize it and you don’t realize they like you back?

    Or or: two pathetic losers pining for each other and they’re gay

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    18 Aug 2023

  5. Public Bookmark 71

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    OR: Ruikasa streamer au

    Lol

    “Thank you all again so much for watching~” Rui smiled before finally ending the stream.

    He got up to stretch and make his way towards the kitchen, watching as Tsukasa was cooking.

    “It smells good.” He stated, shocking Tsukasa.

    “I didn’t know you were done.” Tsukasa chuckled, facing Rui.

    “I took some extra time to imply our baking stream~” Rui giggled, walking up to wrap himself around Tsukasa.

    (This is kinda crack but I swear I’m taking it seriously so plz.. don’t be discouraged by that fact.. I’m proud of this and this idea so I swear I’m genuinely trying to make it really good!)

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    17 Aug 2023