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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    So far from home to have a stranger call you, "Darling"

    And have your guarded heart be lifted like a child up by the hand

    In some town that just means "Home" to them

    With no translator left to sound

    A butchered tongue still singin' here above the ground

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    28 Feb 2025

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    Chuuya didn't know he had a birthday—or at least he didn't, until Mori informed him at 11:45 on April 28, several months after he was inducted into the Port Mafia. It leaves Chuuya wanting to throw up more than throw a party, but he isn't given the luxury of choice.

    Dazai, as always, has a plan.

    (or, the one where Chuuya has a shitty birthday and Dazai makes it better)

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    04 Apr 2021

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    “I see. So you found him.”

    “I guess we found each other.”


    Chuuya first married Dazai when they were both seventeen, drunk and during a mission abroad. Then, he did so again in spite of every possible risk and overlooking the very much likely occurrence of the love of his life vanishing on him again, but the executive loved him.
    Every side, every facet, every beautiful flaw of this incredible man.

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    10 Mar 2021

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    Dazai isn't thinking straight enough to handle the mission as planned and ends up with an unnecessary blood bath. Chuuya can't do anything else but witness rage and madness while the children scream, but that image will never let him rest easy.

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    Canon divergent: Starts before Dark Era and moves onward.

    Chuuya realizes there's much more under the surface of Dazai's mask, a void created by horror and trauma too deep-rooted to cure. He's driven by the irrational need to know more about his partner, but inside Dazai's mind it's too dark for any light to spark.
    Chuuya gets caught in a spiral of violence and pain he won't be able to free himself from.
    But if he doesn't try to help Dazai, who will? Chuuya doesn't want to let go, and that complicates things.

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    06 Mar 2021

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    It’s always a matter of trust, between them. It’s twisted, probably a sick imitation of what trust between friends or life-partners would be, but it’s the only real thing they share.
    Chuuya has never been touched before, and Dazai’s hands are just too safe, capable and warm for him to run away.

    Or:
    Soukoku ends up in the same hotel room after Chuuya drank himself stupid and Dazai knows just the right buttons to press. Literally.

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    06 Mar 2021