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Chuuya wasn’t sure how much longer he could take the punches life was throwing his way, but he was sure killing Dazai for making his life infuriatingly harder was something he could do.
If the sorry bastard had broken into his apartment looking for a fight, a fight was what he was going to get.
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Chuuya wakes up feeling he was on the brink of death, and after seeing the sad lump of hair belonging to an equally sad waste of space crushing his aching ribcage, he really wishes he had died.
He wished he could bleed out and ruin Dazai’s bed, but the bastard lying on top of him woke up before he could mess up the sheets.
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Dazai had always been able to hurt Chuuya far deeper and acutely than any physical weapon could. The cyanide dripping from his words, his foul lies poisoned Chuuya’s very soul, making him sick and unable to let go of Dazai, tied to him by resentment and hatred.
It was time for Chuuya to return that pain.
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Run far away, far as you can see
I am tainted
And happiness and peace of mind
Were never meant for me
All these pieces and promises and left-behinds
If only I could see in my nothing
You meant everything
Everything to me.