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There was once a boy who promised to come home. He lied.
AU where Gamble hits Ben that little bit harder at the end of 3x03, and he wakes up with amnesia. Alone and afraid in York City, he must fight to survive, and to re-discover just what it means to be Benjamin Tallmadge.
On the other side of the war, Caleb does his best not to fall apart.Bookmarked by helluvadameron
13 Jun 2025
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It isn’t her grief that matters right now.
It’s Abe’s, and it’s Caleb’s, and maybe it’s even Ben’s. They are lost, breaking, and drowning respectively, though she suspects that all three words could apply to each of them.
What is she, then? What is her role in this grand tailspin?
( in the aftermath of caleb's return from capture, all four spies are deeply shaken. they offer what small comforts they can to each other. )
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13 Jun 2025
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Caleb Brewster spends nine days waiting to see if his best friend will live or die.
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11 Jun 2025
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Thoughts for a Chill Night Beside the Delaware by Neftzer_nettlestonenell for MercuryGray
Fandoms: Turn (TV 2014)
17 Jan 2016
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One-shot; A few of Caleb Brewster's thoughts as he sits vigil with a frozen Ben Tallmadge in S1.
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11 Jun 2025
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1776-1782: Ben and Caleb's wartime adventures.
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11 Jun 2025
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Three times Ben Tallmadge shared a bed with someone.
III: Valley Forge
II: Franklin Township
I: August, 1776- The Evacuation of Long IslandBookmarked by helluvadameron
11 Jun 2025
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"You know I'd follow you anywhere, don't you? Straight into hell, if need be."
It's only right that that's the case, Ben thinks, since that's where he's going to get the two of them sent; if they aren't already damned. They haven't done anything, but thinking of, wishing for sin is as bad as committing it, that was what they'd been taught, and whatever he might do or say to throw off everyone else from the truth, he cannot lie to himself. He's definitely entertained less than pure or holy thoughts about his childhood friend. God help him, but he doesn't know when it started, or how to stop it. He's known Caleb Brewster his whole life, and Ben is all but certain he's loved him just as long.
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11 Jun 2025
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Benjamin Tallmadge had learned to hide his anger. He had spent months trying to compose himself and become the officer he was supposed to be. Spurred by Major Andre's commanding coolness during his captivity and Washington's growing irritation with in-camp rabble rousing, he steeled his resolve and kept his outward emotions in check.
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11 Jun 2025
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Help by bennyboyTallmadge
Fandoms: Turn (TV 2014), 18th Century CE RPF, American Revolution RPF
26 Jul 2017
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Ben is once again struggling with his inner demons after a cruel encounter with British troops. Caleb tries his best to help.
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11 Jun 2025
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“Anyway,” he declares. “I won't be going anywhere without you, Benny boy. I’ll be right here ‘til you change your mind.”
Ben shoots him a look, one that merely pleads please don’t, but Caleb - committed to his cause, which is playing some juvenile game to guilt him out of getting anything useful done tonight - throws himself onto the bed to wait. Ben’s bed, that is; Caleb has his own room in the inn somewhere. Before Ben can say so much as get off, Caleb kicks up his feet and settles his arms behind his head in easy defiance.
Ben rolls his eyes, and returns his attention to his work.
(Listen, I loved 4x10. But this will always be the end-of-the-war canon of my heart.)
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11 Jun 2025
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How did Caleb deal with the news that Ben and his men got caught in Roger’s trap from Season 1? How did Ben? Tallster fluff
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11 Jun 2025
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Caleb takes care of Ben after he's shot by Gamble in the woods and Ben escapes back to camp from Sarah's house. Yeah, after That Episode™
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11 Jun 2025
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Caleb heals up in the aftermath of Simcoe's torture. Ben and Anna try to help, but Caleb is haunted by the knowledge he has betrayed both the ring and his closest friends.
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11 Jun 2025
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As Washington’s chief intelligence officer, Ben’s work is never done. It takes a battle and the brink of death for Caleb to get the attention he used to be able to take for granted.
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11 Jun 2025
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I Grieve For You - I Love You by LadyTP-Annex (LadyTP) for Lucyemers
Fandoms: Turn (TV 2014)
08 Jan 2021
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The most powerful feelings we experience - those piercing us to our core - are related to grief and love, breaking us and building us anew. These go through stages, taking us on an emotional rollercoaster.
For grief; shock, denial, pain, guilt, anger, bargaining, depression and acceptance. For love; infatuation, romance, intimacy, challenge, trust, exploration, stability and commitment.
And it is the fate of Major Benjamin Tallmadge to experience and go through all these emotions and stages in a single day and night… all because of one Caleb Brewster.
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11 Jun 2025
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Caleb is dealing with the trauma Simcoe inflicted on him, and this might be one thing Ben can’t fix.
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08 Jun 2025
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Enraged by Arnold's betrayal, Benjamin goes behind him, hoping to get his hands on the man.
However, things get out of hand, and Washington becomes even more restless than he was already after Caleb delivered the news, when Benjamin wouldn't come back to camp.Will they find him in time?
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08 Jun 2025
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Canon divergence. Gamble succeeds in taking Ben to Andre in season 3,and the two spymasters finally meet face to face. Ben struggles against his wounds and Andre's mental games, determined to keep the Culper Ring safe. Andre hopes he can turn Ben, searching for a way back to Peggy that doesn't involve Benedict Arnold. Caleb and Anna make their way to New York City, determined to rescue Ben.
The experiences change them all, but the war and Andre's fate still await.
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05 Jun 2025
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Which Way The Wind Blows by IWannaDoBadThingsWithYou237
Fandoms: Masters of the Air (TV 2024)
26 Apr 2024
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Post 1x06—Arrival at the camp—in which Bucky battles his injuries and an intense illness at his arrival at the camp lapsing in and out of fever pitched dreams. Buck skirts the edge of his sanity to keep his secret love alive and confesses his undying love when it seems all hope is lost.
However it’s not like Bucky can hear him?
Right?
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20 Apr 2024
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20 Apr 2024