herkillingjar
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It followed Frank in the night like a screaming ghost -that distant, dreadful thing - but he can't quite remember what it was, only that it happened sometime last year, during the fall of '03.
However, when Frank arrives for his freshman year at St. John's College in Maryland, he can no longer ignore it. Whatever he forgot is still with him, pestering, eating away at his conscience.
In the sleepless hours between classes, Frank confides in an anonymous keypal known only as d3adsy, whose messages feel uncannily attuned to his fears.
What Frank doesn't know is that d3adsy is Gerard: his preppy, uptight, transcendentalist-obsessed dormmate.
Together, the two embark on a journey to recover memory, tragedy, and contrition online and in the real world, slipping into a bit of folie a deux along the way.
* like if You’ve Got Mail was emo, gay, and more self destructive
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16 Jan 2026
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you know me better than i do by unidentifiedblackthorn
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
13 Sep 2022
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Will was all out of excuses to keep avoiding Mike. He didn’t think he’d be strong enough to keep avoiding Mike either way - not with Mike calling him everyday- but this feels entirely too soon, the memories still fresh. Will feels that if he even thinks about Mike he could feel the phantom of Mike’s fingers digging into his hips, his lips pressing into Wills’ pulse, the thickness of his hair between Wills’ fingers.
The Wheeler’s front door opens on its own, and Will jumps from where he’s standing, letting out a small yelp in surprise.
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Will can't avoid Mike forever, and they talk about what happened the day they got high together.
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- Part 2 of nobody's ever loved me like you do
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02 Jan 2026
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scissoring, or whatever they called it in 2004 by jvundercover (ruuinxs)
Fandoms: My Chemical Romance
15 Dec 2025
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“Is this because of my playing with your hair? Or me calling you a dog?” Gerard asked. Then, he pushed lightly into the bulge through Frank’s pants, and his voice dropped. “Or both?”
OR: Gerard cuts Frank's hair. Things go a little sideways.
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16 Dec 2025
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He knew it wasn't fair, and he also knew how it looked. It was only natural for his bandmates to be concerned when, mid-song, he looked like he was in the middle of being possessed, eyes gazing and transfixed on a singular focal point while he dropped his guitar.
Mainly though, he just wanted Gerard to stop wearing those fucking boots, and the day the taller man added the garter to his upper calf, Frank was a fucking goner.
Or Frank gets obsessed with Gerard's boots.
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12 Dec 2025
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Gerard, the local librarian, has a not-so-secret admirer. Frank can't resist spending most of his time in the library, fawning over Gerard from afar. It seems useless to make a move, since Gerard is so clearly far too sweet and gentle to match Frank's much kinkier tastes... But Frank will soon learn to never judge a book by it's cover.
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17 Nov 2025