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    Ten minutes passed, and Ilya, who normally could drift off easily, only felt more and more wired. He definitely didn't want sex while the other person was feeling bad. The thought made him nauseous. But he found himself still yearning for the release that came with being with Hollander. If not the physical release, the emotional and mental one. Behind his eyelids, all he could see were those damn freckles.

    Ilya gnawed on his lip and decided to toe a line they haven't crossed yet. Ironically, this was one that usually came way before every other line they've already crossed. He picked back up his phone.

     

    Lily: You are sleeping for a few hours in the hotel.

    Jane: Yeah? And?

    Lily: Does it matter if you are sleeping in your room, or in mine?
     
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    or; shane and ilya sleep together, literally; ilya pines, and pines, and pines.

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    27 Aug 2026

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    There are men turning up dead in the woods, and Chief of Police Charlie Swan has a job to do—figure out what, or who, left the poor bastards torn up as they are. Chief of Police Charlie Swan is too old for this mess. Too old and too sick of this shit to pretend Forks is just a sleepy old rural town anymore. Between the gruesome corpses and the quiet, unsettling doctor Cullen who shows up like a statue in pressed slacks, lying through his teeth, Charlie’s got more questions than answers—and no one seems too keen on giving him either.

    Charlie’s trying not to notice how his breath catches when the doc gets too close. He’s also trying not to notice how the bodies keep piling up, unsolved. Neither effort is going particularly well.

    And if one more person tells him it was a bear, he’s going to shoot something. Probably not a bear.

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    21 Aug 2026

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    He's one of the lucky ones. He grew up in a space where being himself is genuinely valued. He knows that. He knows he could sit across from his mother right now and tell her he’s in love with Matt without her losing her mind or kicking him out. He’s thankful for that.

    But he doesn’t need the sympathy, frankly. Those inevitable the world will be tough eyes. The eyes he got when he told her he wanted to act, ten-fold. He’s familiar with those eyes. He doesn’t need them.

    He needs it to be like bringing any girl home; This is Diane, we have geometry together — an all-knowing wink and a grin from mom followed by Door stays open!

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    06 Aug 2026

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    Once childhood best friends, Freddy Cameron and Vincent Casadei now only meet once a year, every summer in the secluded woods of Montana. Fueled by religious guilt, psychopathic/sociopathic tendencies, and an intense blood lust, the two take their built-up rage out on the other in the form of a one-on-one manhunt.

    Their decrepit RV is once again filled with the scent of blood, sweat, and cum as July 14, 2003, rolls around.

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    13 Jul 2026

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    Moving to the Ottawa Centaurs was supposed to fix everything. Ilya finally had his own space, a spot in the same province as Shane, and a standing invitation to watch away games on the Hollanders' couch. It’s warm, loud, and exactly where he wants to be.

    Until a basket of apples and a home-cooked meal threaten to expose the one secret he’s guarded since his youth hockey days in Moscow.

    Because Ilya Rozanov can read a defense perfectly, but he can't see the color red. And the Hollanders are starting to notice.

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    13 Jun 2026