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  1. Public Bookmark 58

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    JUNGWON: so when are we seeing each other again??
    JAY: I don’t know.
    JUNGWON: at least drop the periods!!!1!1 u sound so mean
    JAY: I won’t, but note taken.
    JUNGWON: fjekdlslxkdkxn

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    Jay and Jungwon accidentally meet on a dating app.

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    25 Aug 2026

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    Yes, Mingi is adorable and he activates Hongjoong’s cute aggression like nothing else in the world, but he’s also a person. A fragile, brilliant, hard-working person with feelings that get hurt. Hongjoong can keep an eye on him without putting his hands on him.

    It’s decided: from now on, he treats Mingi like everyone else.

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    17 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 32

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    San keeps sleeping in Seonghwa’s bed. Seonghwa keeps letting him.

    It’s codependent, it’s domestic, and it’s supposedly platonic. At least, that’s what San tells himself until he realizes that the way his heart beats when Seonghwa touches him isn’t platonic at all.

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    05 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 6

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    The man who comes into Twilight every Tuesday for a cup of chamomile tea is Mingi’s most fascinating customer. He’s always tired, always stylish, always impeccably polite. He stops showing up one day and Mingi is half convinced it’s his fault and half afraid he’s moved away. Then the man comes back, and even if they're nothing alike, Mingi can’t help but want to know him better.

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    02 Aug 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 19

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    Letting go of this feeling was a resolution he had failed to keep for the better part of the year. He had promised himself back in January (and perhaps the January before that) to starve this crush out, to let it wither in the dark for the sake of the group.

    But looking at San now, bathed in the amber wash of the city lights with the sharp winter wind tangling his hair, Seonghwa knew it was a failure he would carry right into the next.

    On a freezing Seoul rooftop, surrounded by the chaotic warmth of his members, Seonghwa prepares to ring in another year of unrequited love. But San has a resolution of his own, and he’s done being scared.

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    05 Mar 2026