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  1. Rec 91

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    Shane is in the hospital after being hit by Marlow. Ilya is not freaking out about his omega being hurt. And he's definitely not freaking out when Shane starts talking about nests and Ilya being involved with those nests. It's sweet and domestic in a way that Ilya knows he doesn't deserve, but he'll indulge in this, even if just for a few moments, before he's forced to walk away like always.

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    11 Mar 2026

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    “I mean yeah, it stung a little that it felt like you just wanted to fuck me and be over with it, but I was used to that.” Shane starts explaining.

    Ilya can’t help the hurt noise that escapes him.

    “But uh, we didn’t kiss.” Shane tacks on.

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    Ilya finds out that Shane dropped in Vegas.

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    11 Mar 2026

  3. Rec 86

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    The cup, Ilya thinks, is fucking nothing compared to this.

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    09 Mar 2026

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    When Shane was displeased with Ilya, there was a certain intensity in his speech that called to Ilya like a siren song, dragging him to an early grave with its vehemence. His voice would pitch higher, bossy and prissy and so stridently righteous it should be intolerable.

    But Ilya was, for all intents and purposes, a whore. And nothing made him harder than his husband putting him in his place.

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    or, 5 times ilya ragebaits shane because being yelled at by his husband turns him on, +1 time shane realizes he’s doing it on purpose.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Shane's breath catches on a sob, and he muffles the sound with his hand. Everything feels like too much. He’s naked, and he can feel entirely too much on his body, inside his body, and he hates how it's starting to feel gross. His head is pounding, and he can't even focus on placating his mind when his lungs are also screaming in his throat for breath.

    Ilya hears, and his hands reach out to hold Shane, tension lying in every part of his body. “Shane—”

    “Don't touch me,” Shane snaps, more desperation than yelling as he rips his arm out of Ilyas's grasp. His tears have nowhere to go now, and they finally spill over, hot and humiliating, down his cheeks.

    Ilya freezes in place, hand hovering mid-air. A myriad of emotions flicker across his face: confusion, hurt, fear. Ilya takes an unconscious step back like someone shoved him. His body curls in on itself, trying to make himself appear smaller.

    He looks... terrified. Like, Shane just called him a monster, and he believes it.

    OR: inspired by the fight in the long game when ilya had told shane he could have sex with other men because he did not believe in cheating.

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    07 Feb 2026