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  1. Public Bookmark 7

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    Don’t mess up.

    “I didn't think it was worth telling you,” Beomgyu says.

    “Well, he thinks it's worth a diagnosis. Why don't you tell me these things?”

    Beomgyu doesn't respond. He’s learned it's better not to. His stomach churns as his father speaks. Beomgyu tries to tune him out.

    “You never tell me about anything, that's how you ended up like this in the first place.” He ends his sentence, but leaves no room for Beomgyu to respond. “You should be able to talk to me. I didn't get you a therapist so you could hide things from me.”

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    Beomgyu hasn’t been himself for a while. He never truly has. It’s only gotten worse as of late. There's always someone breathing down his neck in the name of helping him. Beomgyu thinks church is all the same. Leave it to a cute boy he meets at Youth Group to bring back some of the joy in his life.

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    21 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 12

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    Joshua Hong arrives as the new kid in town. The boy was reluctant at first, considering he wasn’t given a choice and was practically forced to go with his mom, before realizing that living life there is pretty good.

    Until he comes across Yoon Jeonghan, who turns his life into a living hell, all because of one thing.

    A misunderstanding.

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    02 Mar 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 85

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    It’s just a happy crush.

     

    Innocent, simple, innocuous. A little something to make one’s day just a little bit better. A small dose of daily happiness.

     

    If it no longer makes you happy, then it’s no longer a happy crush. Duh.

     

    or where Joshua has a happy crush on Jeonghan but thinks Jeonghan (maybe) has a thing with his best friend? Joshua is confused.

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    02 Nov 2024

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    Jisoo sees red as the color of human sin, curling in the air and sticking on skin. But for the first time in the millenniums Jisoo has lived, red means something else. Red is meeting Yoon Jeonghan.

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    02 Nov 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 31

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    “Are you taking on new players?” He doesn’t think before he says it, and if he had, he might not have opened his mouth at all. He knows that Choi Seungcheol is the coach for Kim Mingyu and Lee Seokmin, Minghao’s old high school rivals. Though apparently Seokmin was recently injured pretty seriously, and if Seungcheol was moving on, it would be worth asking.
    But Seungcheol smiles sadly and shakes his head again. “Not really, sorry. Mingyu is a handful, even without a partner.”
    Minghao snorts. “Tell me about it.”
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    After 7 years of fighting his way up the men’s singles tennis bracket, Minghao’s career has stalled out at world rank #30. Desperate for anything that can jumpstart his game again, he fires his coach, moves across the city, and starts practicing at a new club. There, he’s noticed by a coach who thinks he might know exactly what he needs.
    Enter Mingyu, a career doubles player who finds himself suddenly in need of a new partner. His coach has a solution, but Mingyu and Minghao have a history.
    Can they commit to this partnership that at times feels simultaneously too good to be true and not at all what they want? Or will they let old ambitions interrupt a shot at happiness?

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    31 Oct 2024