hopeisthethingthatflies



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    Ilya's hand continues its path up and down Shane's back, and Shane thinks again about how love is sometimes just this: a palm on the spine, moving in circles, waiting for you to come back to yourself. There is no promise of saving you—Ilya cannot save him, they both know this and are alright with it in their own ways—but there is a vow of staying, lingering in order to witness. Touching the bruise so that its pain triggers the memory that you are allowed to be touched.

    Outside, the snow continues its work of erasure. Inside, Shane's breathing begins to even out, every limb recalling how to be a man at rest rather than an animal fawning and freezing. The trembling subsides, wave by wave, as if Ilya's hand is smoothing it out of him.

    "Sleep, зайчик," Ilya says softly, his free hand coming to rest in Shane's hair. "I have you."

    This is not true, Shane thinks, and it is also the only true thing.

     

    recovery, shane learns, is not a straight line. to begin to understand something, you must first name it.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    shane is going thru it :((
    happy ending tho (and realistic, considering the topic)

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    If you could go back in time. If you had the chance to change that one thing. If you could find out what if.

    Would you?

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    05 Sep 2025

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    very well planned out, roger is confused all the time but always about different things and it never gets old

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    Oh fuck. He’s coming back. Tommy curls up so none of his important organs are accessible, the guy has only strangled him up till now, but there was blood on the tarp, so maybe he likes to stab too. Tommy doesn’t want to be stabbed anywhere important.

    Techno just sits on the other end of the couch and bounces his leg, mostly just looking at the fire, but occasionally glancing at Tommy.

    “So, uh, you do anything interesting in school today?” he asks, Tommy would laugh at his awkwardness if he wasn’t so confused.

    “I failed a math test,” he says. God he wishes he could go back to that being his biggest problem.

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    Tommy walks in on a murder and gets kidnapped by the worlds most awkward serial killer.

    Title from Sodikken's Misery Meat

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    22 Jul 2025

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    Jiyong grows up and falls in love and gets his heart broken along the way.

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    09 Jul 2025

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    gtop canonverse my beloved
    wholesome ending, realistic angst that doesn't disrupt my plans for the day

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    Disaster witch Kim Taehyung meets perfect senior Min Yoongi in the poison greenhouses of witch school. Years later, Taehyung owns a clinic that fixes hearts, Yoongi has a celebrated apothecary, and they (don't) get along.

    Harry Potter-ish, but not in that universe.

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    29 Jun 2025

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    dont read unless ur in a place to cry undisturbed
    endings happy tho so its okay