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    College AU where Chuuya finds out that the boy he drunkenly made out with the night of orientation is his new roommate.

    His arrogant, smug, very straight roommate.

    And the boys are each convinced the other is trying to ruin their life by making them go absolutely insane.

    Turkish Translation Here

    Vietnamese Translation Here

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    12 Mar 2026

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    Nakahara Chuuya has his reasons for not wanting to fall in love again anytime soon, especially during his au pair year in Yokohama. His host brother, Dazai Osamu, plans to change that.

    Translation into Russian available on Ficbook

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    08 Mar 2026

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    Chuuya opens the screen of his phone only to find messages from a dating app he’s pretty sure he deleted. He thinks he deleted it because everyone there looked like shit, assholes, or just weren’t his type. He liked what? Three people? He's genuinely surprised to find out the tall brunet he liked matched with him.

    [Dazai Osamu]: This is a pleasant surprise.
    [Dazai Osamu]: Didn’t think you’d find me attractive.
    [Dazai Osamu]: No wait! Of course you would!! I’m insanely handsome, after all.

    Chuuya stares at the messages for a moment. This Dazai guy sounds like a bastard, but Chuuya has to admit he is insanely handsome. He supposes it won’t hurt to reply.

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    Chuuya meets Dazai through a dating app which leads to them having mind-blowing sex together only for Chuuya to learn the next day that Dazai is, in fucking fact, the Executive of Mori Corporation who’s been overseas for the past three years. But what’s the problem? Well the problem is that Chuuya can’t look Dazai in the eyes. Not after all the things he said, thinking he’d never need to see Osamu again. Honestly, fuck him (Dazai did, multiple times) and his life.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    “Tsushima Shuuji,” Chuuya reads out loud. “A bright, optimistic young man with a pep in his step and a zest for life. Hang on–is this referring to you?”

    “Unfortunately,” Dazai laments, sighing dramatically. “You just got away with ‘science nerd’ and ‘soccer player,’ but I’m supposed to be an artist! I hate art! It’s useless!”

    “Shut the fuck up. That’s not the problem here. You? A ‘zest for life?’ Looking forward to each new morning? Hah! Rimbaud would sooner come back to life.”

    Dazai turns to Chuuya with the barest facsimile of a smile painted over his lips.

    “I,” he says sweetly, “am going to gut you open like a fish.”

    Dazai and Chuuya are seasoned mafiosos at the ripe old age of almost-seventeen. They’ve fought gang wars, interrogated prisoners, and done all manner of unspeakable things. Now, they face their greatest challenge yet: going (undercover) to a real high school. With regular teens (who may or may not be desperately trying to get them to kiss).
    One thing’s for sure: this school is unprepared for the absolute calamity that is Double Black.

    Written for the SKK Big Bang 2022 feat. art by videogamelover99 & beta'ed by Airini.

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    22 Feb 2026

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    “You know,” Chuuya presses her knees together until the bones hurt, “I’m supposed to make friends with you so that you can convince your dad to give mine a promotion.”

    Dazai smiles at her and nuzzles her face into the softness of the duvet, “So you want to be my friend?”

    Chuuya snorts, “I still kind of want to drown you.”

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    Chuuya is forced to accompany her father to a networking event in his boss' backyard and accidentally networks her way into his insufferable daughter's bed.

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    02 Feb 2026