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Will had spent the last two years as a boat mechanic after working with Jack, and he may not be happy, but he was safe. So when Jack pressured him into helping to catch the Shrike and it ended with Will killing Hobbs, it was time to draw a line. No more FBI. Ever.
Except Hannibal Lecter had made his own decision: Hannibal, Will and Abigail were tied together by this experience and would continue to be a part of one another's lives. So now Will had the worst of all worlds: rapidly destabilising mental health, a psychiatrist taking care of him, and constant reminders of the job that he had attempted to leave.
(Hannibal if Will quit after S1E1 but couldn't quite escape the FBI.)
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Hannibal placed his hand on Will’s shoulder as if to comfort him. It felt more like a provocation. “What stops you from killing me?"
Will showed his teeth as he wrenched Hannibal’s hand from his shoulder, making sure to dig his short nails as deep as he could into the exposed flesh of Hannibal’s wrist and not letting go. “Don’t tempt me, Doctor Lecter.”
As specks of blood rose to the surface of Hannibal’s fresh wound, the corners of his eyes crinkled. Of course, this is what Hannibal wanted from him. He tugged his hand from Will’s claws and rotated it around to examine the tears in his skin. They bled more than Will had expected - still shallow and superficial, but there was enough that the drops of blood joined together and threatened to create a stain on the carpet.
“How else do you want to hurt me?” Hannibal asked, standing so close that their toes touched. "Show me."
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Connor finds some old, self-hating letters that Evan wrote for himself before they started dating.
He didn’t meant to read it, but maybe that didn’t matter, because his eyes went from skimming over the words to fully taking them in, and then he was realising the letter right behind that one had his name on it too- not just his name, but Zoe’s name- and he was reading a second letter.
He stopped himself before he went any further, placed them back in the box where he found them and neatly placed it back into the drawer that it had come from. As if treating the object with delicate care would make up for the mistakes he had just made.
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- Part 2 of if you want to love me
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i am thinking it must be love by hornysurmaine
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
18 Jun 2017
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So, maybe Evan Hansen was in love with Connor. So, maybe that realisation terrified him. So, maybe he ended up having a panic attack because of it all. That was okay. It was all fine as long as Connor didn't find out.
(Or, Evan realises he's in love with Connor, and by then, it's just a matter of time until he finds a way to fuck it all up. He always does.)
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- Part 1 of if you want to love me
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You Are Certainly My Poison of Choice by iktwabrokenbone (hornysurmaine)
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV)
02 Nov 2016
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So there he was. Midnight, at a party. Preparing himself to do something with a guy. To spend one night getting all of this- this unspeakable desire out of his system. He needed to forget it before he made a mistake and ruined his career, his chances of becoming Head of the New York Institute.
(Alec's panic attacks were getting worse and worse and maybe if he spent one night with a guy he could get it out of his system, and he could forget being gay and loving Jace. But nothing went that smoothly, so of course Alec's one night stand had to be Magnus Bane, and they had to keep bumping into each other. It wasn't like Alec wanted to understand his emotions, anyway.)
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if you want to love me by hornysurmaine
Fandom: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
03 May 2019
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Back in college, Greg had about five different accounts he regularly kept up with. Something to do with his free time. It didn't really hurt anyone. And well, with Tom, Greg feels like he’s probably doing them both a favor. Tom gets attention, which he craves, and Greg can work off some steam.
There’s not even a guarantee that Tom will respond.
Greg catfishes Tom.
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14 Jan 2022
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When Tom had decided to skim through the employee emails, he hadn’t expected to find people speculating about him and Greg.
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14 Jan 2022
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Tom pulls away and there’s a moment where he looks like he wants to kiss Greg again. But when Greg blinks, it’s gone and Tom is getting to his feet with a manic grin plastered to his face.
“Well, I guess I should stop skulking in the dark and get back to my party!” he announces loudly enough that Greg jumps. “I’m a married man now, Gregory, and this is the – ” he falters, the smile wavering on his face for a moment. “This is the happiest night of my life,” he finishes.
“Yeah,” Greg says. “I know, Tom. I know.”
5 times Tom and Greg have a moment in private + 1 time it's all too public
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14 Jan 2022
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So the Tom thing doesn’t make him feel guilty or anxious in the ways that it probably should. But sometimes he thinks about what would happen if he told his mom, and that’s the stuff that really freaks him out. Because he knows what she would say, and it would hurt worse than anything else.
"Just like your father," she'd say, and she'd be right.
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14 Jan 2022
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What happens when a group of serial killers pick the absolute worst targets? Will is already having a pretty rough night, since Hannibal proposed to him and Will said 'No' for reasons he still hasn't quite figured out yet. It's not their fault - they couldn't have known - but sometimes people have to learn lessons the hard way, and Will could definitely use some stress relief.
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24 Oct 2021