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    Buck leaned forward, elbows on his knees. “Eddie,” he muttered, and Eddie was smiling like this was all very amusing. “Are you telling me you trained until you could bench my weight just in case you needed to pick me up one day?”

    “Not needed,” Eddie said, leaning closer. “In case I wanted to. Which I did. Do. So—do you want me to carry you to the shower, Buck?”

    In which Buck struggles to take a shower with the press of chronic pain, and Eddie has an accessible bathroom, and Buck is too embarrassed to admit it makes his life easier, so he lies about a broken shower.

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    It’s not a conscious thought.

    Not him. Anyone but him.

    He doesn’t mean it. He doesn’t want to lose any of them—but it’s flitting to the front of his mind and he can’t even stop it, is the thing. And maybe, some awful, heartbroken part of him—this little thing inside of him that he’s been so scared to acknowledge—knows why, but it doesn’t stop the wave of guilt.

    He doesn’t want to lose any of them.

    And they’re all in that building.

    And one of them is dead.

    And all he can think is—not him. Anyone but him.

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    “I— I should get out of your hair,” he says.

    Eddie turns to look at him, the movement sharp. There’s a look on his face that looks like he thinks Buck might have lost his entire mind.

    “Did you hit your head on something?” he asks drily, like he knows that Buck didn’t. Buck hesitates anyway.

    “Uh,” he says ineloquently. “I don’t think so.”

    “Then why are you saying things that don’t make any sense?”

    in other words, the diaz boys take buck home with them after the tsunami.

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    Evan Buckley, golden boy. Season jeopardizing injury. Career jeopardizing injury. Will Evan Buckley ever see the ice again? 
    Golden boy, fallen. 
    A tragedy to the sport of hockey. 

     

    Or, Evan Buckley, star forward for the Los Angeles Kings, suffers an injury in the offseason. Eddie Diaz, forward for the Dallas Stars, is traded to the Los Angeles Kings one month into the season.

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    “Maybe you should try casual. Date a friend who would still be your friend after you break up,” Buck says, and in the same breath, without thinking, “Date me.”

    He snaps his mouth shut, his entire body flushing with heat. Eddie looks at him for a very, very long second. “You.”

    Through the sudden panic, Buck’s mouth goes on autopilot, “No sex, just a few dates, we’ll have an amicable break up. I already know and love Christopher. And anyway, I’m a guy. So, no need to worry about you catching feelings either.”

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    Spoiler alert: it’s not casual. They don’t break up. And they have sex.

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