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    For 1st year med student Dazai Osamu, excellence isn’t a goal — it’s a requirement for being allowed to exist. Raised by his father Mori, Dazai has learned that anything below 100% is failure, freetime is indulgence, and parental affection is something one has to earn. Trying to uphold these impossible standards, he gets confronted with how coping mechanisms meant to maintain control can lead to losing it.

    Enter Chuuya Nakahara: sports science major, easygoing, backed by a supportive family, and the last person Dazai wants as a roommate. As their contrasting worlds collide and the pressure on Dazai keeps building he is forced to ask himself: is the price of excellence really worth it?

    At 15 he brought back a 97 on a test.
    "What did you miss?" was all Mori asked.
    "One question,"
    "And why did you miss it?"
    "I misunderstood—"
    "You didn't prepare properly," Mori cut him off. "Careless. Do you want to be a doctor responsible for patients dying because of such mistakes?"
    "No, sir."
    "Then do better."

    That night, Dazai stayed up late, re-reading his textbook until the words blurred together, fueled by fear of what would happen if he made another mistake.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    actual peak, fucking made me cry

  2. Public Bookmark 41

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    Ranpo is the one who tells Dazai about the deal Fukuzawa made—the promise that one of the detectives would join the Mafia if they support them in the fight. Dazai doesn’t react. They both know what that means.

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    07 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 84

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    Their beds are separated by one cardboard wall, a lock, and a whim. Dazai is more than okay with that.

    (flatmates!au)

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    31 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 51

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    He’s sat on the floor, slumped over a still unpacked box, face like thunder, when the door swings open. A flash of orange greets him in his peripheral, and for a second he does a cartoon-style double take. Is that a girl? It can’t be a girl. Surely they don’t have mixed gender student accommodation at Todai. It doesn’t seem that progressive here. 

    “Hey.” The person says, and Dazai realises they are addressing him. Because he’s the only one in the room. “You must be Dazai, I’m Nakahara Chuuya. But please, for the love of God, just call me Chuuya.” 

    Definitely not a girl.

     

    ///OR: Dazai is being forced to attend university by his wealthy and powerful parents. And he’s straight. But his new roommate is proving to be… difficult. Not because he’s pretty. No, he’s just annoying. Did he mention he was straight????

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    30 Jan 2026

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    30 Jan 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 39

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    Chuuya matches with Dazai on a dating app and Dazai proposes they go to couples therapy and see how long it takes the therapist to notice that they don't actually know each other.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    Chuuya’s life is unexpectedly great: Yokohama is at peace, he hasn’t seen Dazai since Meursault and his wine cellar is always full.

    But, when Double Black is asked to take care of a Gifted child, Chuuya faces the ghosts of his past: his heart, his old partner, his loyalty.

    He can’t fail this mission. He owes it to the child, to the Flags, to his family, to himself.

    Enter Dazai.

    Or: Nakahara Chuuya’s guide on how to raise a child with your traitor ex-partner (that you might be in love with).

    And of course there’s only one bed.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    "It’s always been you, Chuuya.”

    The room fell silent, the weight of Dazai’s confession hanging in the air. Chuuya’s mind was awash with conflicting thoughts and emotions, struggling to reconcile the image of Dazai he had always known with the person sitting before him now.

    Chuuya looked at Dazai, his expression conflicted but his voice steady. “I don’t feel the same,” Chuuya’s voice trembled slightly as he uttered the words, “I hate you.”
    ________
    Chuuya looked down at his hands, avoiding Dazai’s eyes as he spoke. “I was hoping that maybe if we actually went through with dating, that you’d eventually see me for who I really am, not this version you’ve built up over the years. And that maybe... you’d fall out of love on your own.”

    Dazai met Chuuya’s eyes, his tone surprisingly calm. "Let’s test it. Let’s see if you’re right.”

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    14 Jan 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 17

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    When idol Osamu Dazai gets his last five bodyguards fired or drove them to quitting, his agency hires yet another new one: Chuuya Nakahara, disciplined, the best in the field, and the exact opposite of the man he’s meant to protect.
    At first, it’s just a job: keep Dazai safe and keep him in line
    But when a new scandal brews, all thanks to Dazai, the agency finds an easier fix: a fake relationship.

    However, somewhere between the staged smiles and late-night rehearsals, the act starts feeling like something more.

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    13 Jan 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 20

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    Chuuya, (neurosurgeon, 32) needs a fake date for a medical conference. Dazai, (obgyn, 32) has been pining after him for years. Whatever could go wrong?

    Alternatively: Soukoku's medical drama.

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    01 Jan 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 11

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    Chuuya would say he's a good barista, a great one even! But the moment his bastard of a soulmate walks in, all that confidence crumbles. Even in his own café, he can’t help but crash, his vision flaring red like the string of fate that ties him to Osamu.

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    Dazai thinks he doesn't deserve love, but Chuuya proves him wrong

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    29 Nov 2025

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    Dazai Osamu—demon prodigy, Port Mafia executive, now an Armed Detective Agency menace—was never known to be possessive of anything.

    Not power, not status, not weapons, not missions.

    Except Nakahara Chuuya.

    Back then, everyone in the Port Mafia knew one rule: nobody touches Nakahara Chuuya—not because of his gravity manipulation ability nor Corruption, but because of Dazai.

    Four years later, even standing on opposite sides of the law, the rule somehow persists.

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    29 Nov 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 49

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    Chuuya sighed, trying with a different, much sweeter approach. “I need to know so I can tell how bad this is. You must be feeling really yucky, yeah?”

    Dazai turned slowly, black-shunted irises staring up at him. He hesitated, then looked away.

    “Don’t do that,” he whispered.

    “Do what?”

    “Pitying me.”

    Chuuya swallowed, the weight on his chest nearly painful. He steadied himself and cupped Dazai’s flushed cheek, thumb brushing slow, grounding circles.

    “It’s not… pity,” he replied quietly.

     

    Or,, 5K words of Chuuya taking care of sick Dazai cuz i luv him

     

    and not cuz im projecting my desires to be loved and babied onto my fav character OBVS NOT

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    29 Nov 2025

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    “No, no,” Childe hisses frantically. He glances down at his trembling hands and— sickly violet twists around his forearms like an ugly vine. Whatever this affliction is, it's interfering with his abyssal energy.

    There’s no time to fret over it. Though numb panic sears through his nerves, Childe forces himself into motion, keeping his exhausted body moving through the next wave of attacks. Now aware of it, Childe can sense the corruption within him. It whispers in the back of his mind, it seeps into his bloodstream, it makes his limbs heavy as lead. Pure spite keeps him from succumbing.

    Abruptly, the entity before him pulls out a lantern. Childe feels a gravitational shift as it begins to glow. Around him, the Wild Hunt summons begin to writhe. One by one they dissipate into fodder for the flames, the lantern growing ever and ever brighter. With resignation, too tired to move, Childe braces himself for the blow. The concentration of bright light peaks, and even behind closed eyes Childe can see the flare of it —

    — but the impact he expects never comes.

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    Stationed in Nod Krai, Childe becomes afflicted by Wild Hunt corruption during a fight. Fortunately, Zhongli is more than willing to assist.

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    01 Nov 2025

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    Childe falls for the prettiest Alpha in Liyue while he's on a mission for the Tsaritsa. However, it seems that the odds aren’t with him, especially after he finds out Zhongli is an Alpha.

    His Alpha status has to go.

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    01 Nov 2025

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    A beat of silence envelops them briefly, Zhongli taking another step toward him but still not touching him. The aura of the Geo Archon crackles invisibly in the air, making Childe swallow as he fights to keep his hands to himself.

    “Would you like for me to scent you?” Zhongli offers then. “It may ease some of the discomfort.”

    Childe proceeds to choke on his own spit.

    ***

    Or: Childe and Zhongli are both betas. Until they're not.

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    12 Oct 2025

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    12 Oct 2025

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    It was a real surprise to see Childe at the door with a duffel on his shoulder, red hair drenched and clinging to his face. The rain and the scent of his tea had obscured Childe's musk-- something Zhongli had known well since they had met. Salt, seafoam, crisp ocean air carried on the breeze… it was nice. But Childe was also an alpha, and an extremely aggressive one at that, which made the two incompatible.

    It should have, anyway. Zhongli still had a semblance of feelings for the harbinger but those were buried deep, deep down. He had plenty to work through with what Childe had done, what the Fatui had done, and they shouldn't be friends.

    Yet... here they were.

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    12 Oct 2025

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    On the precipice of his Foul Legacy form's time of rut, Childe begrudgingly agrees to help the Traveler with his venture into the Spiral Abyss. However, he doesn't expect the object of all his frustrations- the recently former Geo Archon- to also join them on this quest.

    As the party descends into the abyss, Childe slowly descends into the depravity of his second nature.

    Separated from the others and stranded in the darkest pits of the abyss by an unfortunate encounter, Childe is not without hope... For there is a god willing to descend for him.

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    10 Oct 2025

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    Chuuya doesn’t have much time left, but he doesn’t want his memories of Dazai to die with him. He needs someone who would cherish them and keep them safe.

    Someone out there…

    Someone…

    Even from another world.

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    Or BEAST!Chuuya shares his memories and emotions with OG!Chuuya, and Dazai has to fix the mess he created.

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    07 Oct 2025

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