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She must think she’s hurting them, or possibly restricting airflow, because she suddenly tears away. Eyes wild and frantic. “Oh my God, I’m sorry.”
They shake their head, gasping in air. But it’s not because she’d been choking them. It wasn’t like that at all.
“Are you一” Her hands flit in front of them, scared to touch. “You okay?”
“Fine. You didn’t hurt me,” they manage, once proper oxygen is reinstated.
“Oh, okay. You made a sound like you might’ve been dying, so.” She laughs awkwardly, scratching through her thick hair. “Sorry. I’m not too good at this yet.”
“Being gentle?” they ask, half-teasing.
Susie’s gaze drops to the tile. “Having a friend.”
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Kris and Susie each go to the woods in search of quiet. They find each other instead.Bookmarked by imanichowder1744
11 Dec 2025
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Noelle Holiday has everything she could possibly need. Good grades, good friends, she even has time to sing at gigs occasionally. What else could she possibly want?
Or at least... that's what she thinks until she manages to stumble into not one but two people she's trying to vie for the affections of. The only problem is that they're both somehow in relationships already!
Kris doesn't really know who they are. At least their roommate's... fine, and their relationship's going somewhere. They're not quite sure where yet.
Things get a lot more confusing when their childhood best friend suddenly reappears in their life.
Susie is just trying to learn how to be a good partner. She's not really sure if she's any good at it, but she hasn't been broken up with yet so she's taking her wins!
Things have gotten a little more complicated though, since this really cute girl keeps showing up at her work.
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10 Nov 2025
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“S'not your fault that—”
“—I hurt you,” Susie finished. She chewed on the concept, the edges of her voice frantic, her throat thick. “Because you deserved it.”
“Yes.” Kris pressed her hands against their chest. They smiled in a way that failed to be reassuring. Each desperate breath shuddering through their lungs confirmed everything Susie didn't want to know. “S’fine. It’s okay.”
Kris burned like a charred pan straight out of the oven, or an oil fire stoked by liquor. Susie reeled away. “You—you were trying to set me up,” Susie accused, trying to edge words around the chasm opening in her gut. “You were trying to get me to hit you.”
Kris wants Susie to hurt them. They need her to hurt them. Susie isn't as on board with the idea as they are.
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03 Nov 2025
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The fire inside her is burning again, and she doesn’t ever want it to stop. Brighter than a blaze or an explosion, the sort of thing she knows she can never feel again and yet so desperately wants to. Their lips taste like apples. She wants more. Their hands slide up to her neck and card through her hair. She wants more. She wants more.
The pain and the soreness and the guilt don’t register for a long, long time. It’s just her and Kris, the desk and the classroom and the world itself out of sight and out of mind.
This must be what hatred feels like.
Susie tries very, very hard to figure out how exactly she feels about Kris Dreemurr.
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14 Sep 2025
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“Look,” Susie urges. “If you don’t want to, then go back now. Don’t do something you’ll regret.”
But her feet won’t move. She doesn’t want to go back home because tomorrow she will have to meet the person she will be planning her wedding with. First comes marriage, and then all the dreadful things that come after it. All the duties a wife is expected to carry out.
She shudders. I'm sorry, Kris.
“No,” she murmurs, taking Susie’s hand. “I want to.”
Desperate for freedom, Noelle decides to flee from her responsibilities as princess — and accidentally finds herself dragging along two others for the ride.
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25 Aug 2025