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Ace by b33fboy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
13 Jul 2026
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Hayden thinks Shane is asexual. Shane can't tell him why he knows he isn't.
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08 Jul 2026
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the problem with rookies by sincerityessential
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
11 Jul 2026
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“No, Wiebe. Find someone else to babysit the infant. Is not my job, and not my problem.”
Ilya froze.
Standing in the half-open doorway was said infant, paperwork clutched in his hands.Or: ilya rozanov accidentally adopts a rookie and has to figure out how to let someone in without falling apart, and maybe even how to believe they will stay.
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26 Jun 2026
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snow angel (i'll make it through the winter if it kills me) by floydfairy, p3erhapschaotic7
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
17 Jun 2026
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The pain has become too much for Ilya Rozanov to carry. For years, he’s lived with grief that never really healed, loneliness that followed him from Russia to Boston to Ottawa, and the constant exhaustion of pretending he’s okay when he hasn’t been in a very long time. Hockey gave him purpose. Shane Hollander gave him love. But neither could silence the ache left behind by losing his mother or the growing belief that maybe it was time to see her again.
So one morning, after one too many days suffering in silence, Ilya decides he’s done fighting. He leaves behind a letter for Shane, swallows a bottle of pills, and waits for the pain to end. Unfortunately for him, he is loved far too deeply for the universe to let him go that easily.
When the Hollanders find him in time, Ilya is forced into something he never planned for: surviving. And surviving means psychiatric holds, therapy sessions, difficult conversations, and learning how to let people care for him without believing he’s a burden. Most terrifying of all, it means letting Shane see every ugly, broken piece of him he tried so desperately to hide.
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Or: Ilya Rozanov attempts suicide, but the Hollanders love him too much to let him go quietly.
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12 Jun 2026
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Hold on (I still need you) by quiet_margins
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
05 Jul 2026
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As he stared at the sleeping figure in front of him whose breathing was so shallow he wasn't sure if it was real, Shane couldn’t help but hear alarm bells in the back of his head. Something was wrong. But he couldn’t figure out what.
The room felt colder. Quieter. Emptier. And everything in Shane’s head screamed wrong wrong wrong.
His eyes moved around the room, trying to find the danger he knew in his soul that was lurking. He found none, until he finally looked at the nightstand next to Ilya and noted a plastic yellow bottle he had seen before. A bottle with a white label. A bottle leftover from Ilya’s broken arm that he never touched. A bottle that was laying on its side, previously full and now empty. Next to it an empty glass bottle of vodka, a piece of paper, and a pen.
The feeling inside of him snapped, and Shane finally had a name for the feeling he had been carrying for the last several days. Now with the cold dread of realization that he listened to it too late.
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12 Jun 2026
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Seventeen-year-old Alexandra Rozanova has spent her life becoming one of the most promising figure skaters in the world under a system she never questioned. When that system is put on trial, she is forced to testify, while also living in Ottawa under the care of her estranged uncle, Ilya Rozanov, who is only now beginning to understand what him leaving really caused. As she defends the only version of success she knows, the tension between them grows, and the line between discipline and damage becomes harder to ignore.
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13 May 2026