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    catholic guilt or the queerest of thoughts by

    Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)  

    05 Apr 2024

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    The worst part, Eddie thinks, is that he doesn’t realize until it’s already too late.

     

    No, that’s not it. The worst part is that it’s not too late, it’s never too late, he could say something but he’s not going to. Because he’s not going to fuck up the good thing his best friend has going on, as much as he wants to, as much as he wants to grab Buck by the shoulders and shake him and say I’m in love with you, damnit! I’m in love with you and I’m sorry I didn’t know until now, but I know now, I know now, I can have this now-

     

    He can have this now. That’s the worst part, actually. If Eddie told Buck that he was in love with him, Buck would drop everything in a heartbeat. Buck would apologize to Tommy and he would be there for Eddie because he’s always there for Eddie, and Eddie, selfishly, always lets him.

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    Wishbone Lake by for Candamira

    Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling  

    17 Dec 2018

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    'Of all the ponds, in all the world,' Harry thinks, because that is what his life has become: misquoting old muggle movies while avoiding a Draco Malfoy who is encroaching on his territory.

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    green sleeves by

    Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling  

    17 Jul 2015

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    I must confess I'm really hooked by

    Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston  

    31 Jan 2025

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    Henry keeps lusting after a running stranger; David takes matters into his own hands paws.

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    (Un)Repress by for Lomonaaeren

    Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling  

    24 Apr 2018

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    Draco is an Alpha who is bored of Betas--what he really wants is an Omega. Then he discovers that the supposed Beta Harry Potter is actually an Omega, and can't help but wonder why Harry would hide such a thing. Draco always did like a challenge.

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