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  1. Public Bookmark 42

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    Jungwon was a man now… The same man who still craved for his Jay-hyung’s attention, using the same methods his 14-year-old self would’ve. Bat his eyes, pout a little and whine — that always trapped Jay into being unable to say no to Jungwon. Jungwon can’t help but wonder whether the same methods still work on a guy like Jay.

    How does Jay see him now that he’s become more of a man?

    Does he still see him as the cute teenage boy? Or have things truly changed?

    Long, yearn and fantasise — things Jay has had enough of doing. He wants to cross a line. A line that Jungwon doesn’t know he’s ready to cross quite yet.

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    25 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 55

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    Jungwon tenses. “What?”

    “I’m simply suggesting that you guys play into the hype. You two aren’t actually dating, obviously… just don’t shut down the rumors, is all. The hype could garner new viewers—perfect timing before the release of the short film.”

    “…So we’d lie?”

    “It’s not lying if you’re not denying it,” Sunoo counters smoothly. “Just act natural, same as you’ve always been. It’ll be fine, trust me.”

    (Or: Pretending to be homoerotic with your best friend that you’re in love with to pander to your millions of fans probably isn’t the brightest PR strategy, but Sunoo knows best, or so he thinks.)

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    20 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 39

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    Jungwon had always known that his goal was Jay, even if he did not yet have the language for it then.

    That was why it hurt the way it did when the truth finally arrived.

    “I didn’t tell you yet,” Jay was saying, his tone casual, almost careful. “But I’m seeing someone.”

     

    For the first time, Jungwon had to face the fact that some goals were never meant to be reached.

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    14 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 67

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    “I know a guy. He happens to pay a decent amount for uh… Home movies.” Even with the slight pause there's no hesitation in his proposal.
    “Home movies?”
    “You mean doing disgusting stuff like eating worms or pissing in cups?” Jungwon’s confusion is almost tangible.
    “I mean other types of disgusting shit. Like footjobs and taking it up the ass while moaning like a little bitch.”

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    03 Feb 2026

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    Belatedly, the reality that he just knocked someone’s food out of their hands hits Riki, so he jerks his head back up, a “sorry” already forming on his lips. But the sight that greets him has his throat tightening, his mouth sealing shut at an impressive speed and preventing any sort of apology from escaping.

    Standing before him, holding a bubble tea and wearing a bisexual flag tied around his neck like a makeshift cape, is someone so beautiful Riki’s brain nearly stops functioning completely.

    (alternatively titled: tfw the pretty boy at pride has you rethinking your status as the "straight ally" friend)

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    03 Feb 2026