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Emily stayed quiet, just holding her, JJ warm and heavy in her lap, the faint curl of smoke still rising from the ashtray on the table, and thought, not for the first time, that this was the messiest, most complicated thing she’d ever let happen. But the longer they kept doing this, the more she convinced herself that if she could go back and change it, stop herself, she wouldn’t.
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Evolution Emily and season one JJ together
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01 May 2026
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what if i become a ghost by awakeanddreaming
Fandoms: Criminal Minds (US TV), Criminal Minds: Evolution (TV)
06 Jul 2024
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She could become a ghost. She can already feel herself drifting away, letting the hypnotic drone of familiar voices wash over her while her vision becomes blurry and unfocused, staring at nothing in particular. Her body is becoming a shell that feels uncomfortable, tight, like it no longer belongs to her and she longs to slip out of it and watch from the outside, unseen.
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JJ isn't coping well with having seen the content of the injurejeanfear website and wants nothing more than to disappear. This reminds her of the time right after her sister's death where young JJ tried to become invisible, feeling like nothing more than a ghost.
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18 Nov 2025
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She didn’t need this from Emily right now. She’d barely held it together between the scene and the hotel—only years of practice separating her mind from her pain for the benefit of others allowing her to not break down in the car— and felt her control faltering. She was about to collapse, letting both physical pain and emotion roll over her in crashing waves. Her legs were barely holding her up right, breathing hurt, and her entire being felt exhausted just from the act of existing.
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JJ gets injured breaking direct orders from Emily and refuses medical treatment. Emily demands to know why.
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18 Nov 2025