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    Shane wears Ilya's jersey.

    Ilya's brain short-circuits.

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    Shane works in IT.

    Ilya’s computer always seems to be fucked up.

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    “Have you ever fucked yourself all the way through after you’ve come?” he asked, his warm, broad frame taking up the entire expanse of Shane’s back, and Shane’s brain was already hazy with the heady feeling of Ilya all around him.

    “What?” he asked slowly, trying to force his brain to catch up with what Ilya was saying.

    “Just what I said,” Shane could feel Ilya’s hard cock at the base of his spine, “Have you kept going after you’ve come?”

    He tried to think, even as Ilya’s distracting mouth was on his neck again. His breath stuttered, but Ilya was persistent,

    “Tell me.”

    “I don’t-” he shook his head slightly, like his ears were filled with water, “I don’t think so.”

    Or, Ilya pushes Shane to his limit.

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    “My dad definitely liked you. You share his taste in vodka.”

    Ilya hums, running a hand up and down Shane’s arm. “See? You are worried about nothing.”

    “I know, I just… I’ve had this hanging over me for years, and now that it’s over with…”

    “You look lighter,” Ilya tells him, brushing his fingers against Shane’s cheek. “More peaceful.”

    “I feel lighter, but I’m scared,” he admits, fingers drifting down to Ilya’s abdomen, tracing the lines and ridges he finds there. “We’ve never done this before—the actually being together past. I’m scared I’ll mess it up.”

    Shane and Ilya return to the cottage after the confrontation with Shane’s parents.

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    They sat in silence for a few seconds and watched the surf rolling in and out, in and out. Shane eased one knee up, resting his arm across it, watching Ilya out of the corner of his eye with infinite patience.

    “You wanna talk about it?” he asked, voice soft enough that the wind almost stole it.

    He did want to talk. His chest was full of words. Too full. But the idea of opening all that up? Of watching Shane recoil, or worse, watching him care? It was unbearable. The thought of being comforted by Shane, of feeling that warmth and knowing he couldn’t keep it, nearly crushed him.

    Ilya kept his eyes on the water, jaw tight.

    Shane reached out slowly and carefully and let the tip of one finger trace the outside of Ilya’s forearm. Just a whisper of contact. A question, not a demand.

    Ilya looked at him. Shane gave a small tilt of his hand, beckoning him closer.

    “Come here.”

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    A deviation from the All-Star weekend in Tampa:

    Instead of finding Shane on the bench, it’s Ilya alone with his ghosts and falling apart in ways he never lets anyone see.

    Until Shane sits beside him.

    The tide is ceaseless and the night is heavy. Canon diverges; feelings don't.

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