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   when you know, you know by pairofraggedclaws

   Fandom 9-1-1 (TV)

   • Teen And Up Audiences, Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Gen, M/M
   • Complete Series

   29 Mar 2025

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Christopher Diaz & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Eddie Diaz's Parents (9-1-1 TV)
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Character Study
   • Helena Diaz and Ramon Diaz Bashing (9-1-1 TV)
   • Angst
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Dysfunctional Family
   • Childhood Memories
   • Ambiguous/Open Ending
   • Hopeful Ending
   • coming home
   • Feelings Realization
   • Eddie's self-worth issues
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Fluff
   • Praise Kink
   • First Kiss
   • Anal Fingering
   • Blow Jobs
   • Anal Sex
   • Crying During Sex
   • Deepthroating
   • Self-Worth Issues

   Words:

   15,911

   Works:

   3

   Bookmarks:

   120

   Bookmarked by jamiesbenn

   13 Oct 2025

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   we're sinners but it feels like heaven to me by literalmetaphor

   Fandom 9-1-1 (TV)

   • Not Rated, Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Series

   19 Aug 2024

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley/Tommy Kinard
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Bobby Nash
   • Henrietta "Hen" Wilson
   • Howie "Chimney" Han
   • Tommy Kinard
   • Ravi Panikkar
   • Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Maddie Buckley
   • Helena Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Ramon Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Pre-Relationship Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Infidelity
   • buck cheats on tommy
   • gerrard lasted like two weeks but we don't have time for him
   • POV Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Whump
   • Hurt Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Worried Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Eddie Diaz Has Bad Parents (9-1-1 TV)
   • Eddie Diaz Is Not Okay (9-1-1 TV)
   • series will have a happy ending
   • This fic does not
   • buddie endgame obviously
   • No Resolution
   • Mutual Masturbation
   • chris is leaving eddie on read
   • its a rough time for everyone
   • Bobby Nash Acting as Evan "Buck" Buckley's Parental Figure
   • Eddie is going through it
   • I cannot stress this enough
   • Literal Sleeping Together
   • there's so many beds but we're just using the one
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • firefighter edition
   • Blood and Injury
   • mistakes were made all around
   • by everyone all the time
   • including me
   • Christopher Diaz is haunting the narrative
   • 9-1-1 (TV) Season 7
   • Canon Compliant
   • Hand Jobs
   • Blow Jobs
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley is a Mess
   • Established Evan "Buck" Buckley/Tommy Kinard
   • saying someone else's name during sex
   • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
   • It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better
   • Cheating
   • Eddie Diaz Needs a Hug (9-1-1 TV)
   • christopher diaz is still haunting the narrative
   • Post S7
   • Bobby Nash is Evan "Buck" Buckley's Parent
   • and oh boy does he have his hands full here
   • Series has a happy ending
   • the fic doesn't
   • Bad Decisions
   • the worst communication you've ever seen
   • Eddie Diaz is a Mess (9-1-1 TV)
   • he's suffering in every possible way
   • Jealous Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Jealous Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Minor Maddie Buckley/Howie "Chimney" Han
   • Supportive Maddie Buckley
   • buck is still the absolute dumbest kid in school
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley/Tommy Kinard Break Up
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley Takes Care of Eddie Diaz
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Pining Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Bisexual Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz Get Together
   • post s7 christopher resolution
   • FUCKING FINALLY
   • slight exhibitionism
   • or at least the threat of it
   • First Time Bottoming
   • whats the word for fucking when your shitty parents are down the hall
   • Smut

   Words:

   47,022

   Works:

   3

   Bookmarks:

   212

   Bookmarked by jamiesbenn

   05 Aug 2024

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   no place like by clytemnestra

   Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   24 Jul 2024

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Tommy Kinard
   • Maddie Buckley
   • Helena Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Ramon Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Minor Evan "Buck" Buckley/Tommy Kinard
   • Gay Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Angst
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Whump
   • Infidelity
   • Cheating
   • Complicated Relationships
   • Unhealthy Relationships
   • Family Drama
   • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
   • Mental Instability
   • Mental Health Issues
   • to be clear tommy's the one getting cheated on rip to him
   • the perils of i-can-fix-him-itis
   • the real ship is eddie diaz/mood stabilizers
   • the tagline for this fic is hey you wanna watch these two men be real fucked up
   • Getting Together
   • Love Confessions

   Summary

   "I was worried, I’ve never seen Eddie like that, he was--It was...” Buck says. “He needed something to hold onto, okay.”
   “So you slept with him?”
   “I..." he says. "Yes.”
   Maddie hisses a breath out through her teeth.

   -

   Buck and Eddie and the many paths home.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   51,595

   Chapters:

   6/6

   Collections:

   1

   Comments:

   421

   Kudos:

   2,214

   Bookmarks:

   730

   Hits:

   36,227

   Bookmarked by jamiesbenn

   25 Jul 2024

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   tell me about despair by hattalove

   Fandom 9-1-1 (TV)

   • Explicit, Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Series

   18 Jan 2022

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Porn with Feelings
   • Established Relationship
   • i would describe this as very explicit and also max cringe. hope that helps
   • i girlbossed too close to the sun with this one
   • Porn With Plot
   • Therapy
   • Anal Sex
   • those certainly are tags that follow each other
   • Light Angst
   • although i will say it got significantly angstier than intended
   • Additional Warnings In Author's Note
   • basically: eddie would like to get railed. his brain won't Let Him. frank gets involved
   • it's a smut and therapy medley with an epigraph i contain MULTITUDES OKAY
   • (also. will probably make sense if you haven't read TMAD)
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Character Study
   • ish
   • Angst
   • Possibly also
   • Heavy Angst
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Trauma
   • Communication
   • that's the entire fic people are just talking constantly i'm sorry
   • Eddie Diaz Queer Awakening 2021
   • Feelings Realization
   • Getting Together
   • Friends to Lovers
   • First Kiss
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Happy Ending
   • i cannot emphasize this enough: happy ending
   • Pining Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • we're cracking this beautiful repressed man open that's it that's the fic
   • Eddie Diaz: Friend of Lesbians
   • hen and eddie bestieism
   • in which the author fistfights the diaz parents (metaphorically)
   • icebergs. cacti. knitting. and other questionable metaphors
   • only about 40 percent of this is projection i swear
   • chapters are absolutely not equal length they're just there for the Aesthetic
   • also we have epigraphs. that's as fancy as i get
   • Slow Burn
   • everyone drinks wine all the time because author is old
   • also hello to my FBI agent who had to watch me google 'la zoo map' something like seventy times
   • Christopher Diaz is a National Treasure
   • adding that because i realized there is a lot of christopher in this. iconic of me

   Words:

   170,694

   Works:

   2

   Bookmarks:

   456

   Bookmarked by jamiesbenn

   23 Jul 2024

5. Public Bookmark 46

   You Could Be Happy by ShoshannaGold for oxoniensis

   Fandoms: Generation Kill  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   19 Apr 2010

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Brad Colbert/Nate Fick
   • Huddling

   Summary

   Most of what I remember makes me sure/I should have stopped you from walking out the door

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   8,339

   Chapters:

   1/1

   Comments:

   7

   Kudos:

   273

   Bookmarks:

   46

   Hits:

   4,811

   Bookmarked by jamiesbenn

   11 Oct 2023