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A greyscale sketch of an ancient wraith-like creature drawn by the author janearts.



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    “Then stop, Cassian!” She was shouting now, inches from his face. “Stop fighting for my life! I never asked you to! Forget about me and move on!”

    A sparkling tear froze on the tip of her eyelash and he felt a triumph in it, this sign that she was in there somewhere. His hands ached for her. This had all gone so differently in his head.

    “I can’t,” he admitted.
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    Or, a therapist's attempt at an ACOSF rewrite, because trauma's a bitch and muscling through isn't the only way.
    Featuring:
    -Nesta's alcoholism and trauma taken seriously
    -IC family dysfunction reckoning
    -recognition of Illyrian oppression and effects of colonization
    -women being resourceful and empowered in spite of their circumstances
    -healing not being a straight line

    pro Nesta, pro healthy Nessian, anti nobody, pro everyone is capable of change

    CW: This work explores themes of trauma recovery, colonization and systemic racism, and gendered violence and reproductive abuse, and contains mentions of physical and emotional abuse, suicidal ideation, abortion, substance use, and sexual assault. Specific warnings will be included for each chapter, please take care of yourself.

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    Tamlin believed that the High Lord of the Night Court was a cruel, dangerous man who used his daemati powers to twist the minds of those around him, forcing their loyalty and lying to them about who the real enemy was. He believed Rhysand took Feyre against her wishes and planted lies in her head, turning her against him, against the outside world, even against her own family.

    It turns out, he was right.

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    Cassian has spent centuries burning himself alive for the sake of others.
    Nesta refuses to let him do it anymore.
    When Rhysand arrives with another request, old roles are tested.

    A fic about rest as resistance, love as shelter, and what comes after survival.

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    09 Jan 2026

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    Cassian really wants a date with Nesta. Will his food thirst trap TikToks finally do the trick?

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    08 Jan 2026

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    “Are you…” Nesta started, her voice nothing but a raspy whisper. “Are you real?”

    She said the words as if she couldn’t bear to speak them fully aloud, as if she didn’t quite believe that he was.

    Cassian blinked, brows furrowing. Not once had he ever seen her like this, not even when Elain had been put into the Cauldron, and not even during the war that followed. This was a level of horror he’d rarely seen in anyone, let alone this female, who was stoic until the last moment, always. And so, he heard himself say,

    “I’m real. I’m real, sweetheart. See?”

    Her eyes flicked down to his chest again, as if she didn’t believe him, and he reached for her injured hand gently, moving it so it could rest over his sternum, where his heartbeat rapidly.

    “What is it?” He asked again. “Was it a dream?”

    Her eyes met his, tears still streaming down her face. In a voice that was almost childlike, betraying her own confusion, she asked,

    “You don’t see him?”
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    Or, when Amren pushes Nesta too far at training, she unlocks the full potential of her power, and with it comes devastating consequences.

    A post-ACOWAR AU in which Lady Death sees the dead, with chaotic results.

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