jaywonico
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Jay'in ailesiyle tanıştıracağı sahte bir eşe ihtiyacı vardı ve sekreteri bu iş için oldukça iyi bir seçenekti.
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Gözlerinin içine bakıyorum dakikalardır, ezbere adımlarım usulca çalan şarkıya eşlik ederken güzel gözlerinde kayboluyorum.
Dudaklarındaki ince tebessüm benim için mi yoksa rolünün hakkını mı veriyorsun bilmiyorum ancak benim için olduğunu düşünüp mutlu etmek istiyorum kendimi. Bunca şeyden sonra böyle düşünmeye hakkım var sanırım. Omzumu narince tutan elini alıp kafeste çırpınan kuş misali atan kalbimin üzerine koymak istiyorum. Böylece beni nasıl heyecanlandırdığını gösterebilirim sana ve eğer cesaret edebilirsem serbest bırakırım çırpınan kuşu.
Kendime dahi söyleyemediğim şeyleri söylerim sana.
Ne kadar inkâr etsem de ben kurduğum oyunun içinde zavallı bir oyuncağım şimdi.
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Jaeyun üniversiteye geldiği ilk günden beri Park Sunghoon'a karşı dayanılmaz bir çekim hissediyordu.
"O gözlüklerini takmış tüm dikkatiyle profesörü dinlerken öylece onu izler, aklımı kaybedene dek onu sürdüğümü düşlerdim."
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Wanting, Jaeyun knows, is supposed to be private.
This does not feel private at all.
He wants Sunghoon to see him. Not in the abstract, indulgent way one sees a student or a guest or someone pleasant enough to be tolerated. He wants Sunghoon to register him as specific. As someone who might be remembered after summer loosens its hold and everyone returns to their real lives.
Summer will end. Everything does.
And yet, even as he practices caution, something in him leans forward anyway, reckless and hopeful, toward the possibility of being undone.
Or: Sim Jaeyun goes to Italy to work on his thesis and instead develops a deeply inconvenient infatuation to his married host.
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20 Feb 2026
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Jungwon tenses. “What?”
“I’m simply suggesting that you guys play into the hype. You two aren’t actually dating, obviously… just don’t shut down the rumors, is all. The hype could garner new viewers—perfect timing before the release of the short film.”
“…So we’d lie?”
“It’s not lying if you’re not denying it,” Sunoo counters smoothly. “Just act natural, same as you’ve always been. It’ll be fine, trust me.”
(Or: Pretending to be homoerotic with your best friend that you’re in love with to pander to your millions of fans probably isn’t the brightest PR strategy, but Sunoo knows best, or so he thinks.)
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20 Feb 2026
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Lavar Roupa (isn’t it sad? the way we drove each other away?) by youthfully
Fandoms: ENHYPEN (Band)
07 Feb 2026
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"I was fine before you. And now I’m not. And I don’t know how to be fine again.”
After months of careful distance, Heeseung and Sunoo finally talk. Or fight. Or both. What happens when two people who loved each other try to excavate all the hurt they buried—and find they still don’t know how to let go?
(Lavar roupa - Portuguese expression meaning “to air dirty laundry”; to have an honest, often painful conversation about unresolved issues)
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19 Feb 2026
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sunoo and heeseung end up confronting feelings they’ve been pretending not to see.
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19 Feb 2026
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Jungwon had always known that his goal was Jay, even if he did not yet have the language for it then.
That was why it hurt the way it did when the truth finally arrived.
“I didn’t tell you yet,” Jay was saying, his tone casual, almost careful. “But I’m seeing someone.”
For the first time, Jungwon had to face the fact that some goals were never meant to be reached.
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19 Feb 2026