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    For the sake of sportsmanship, he can admit that the man is built like one of those sculptures you see in museums— handsome features most are either jealous of or attracted to and a body worth ogling, that with the hard muscle tensing beneath pale skin with every little movement.

    Mydei tells himself this is but an objective observation and that the flutter of his belly has nothing to do with it as he leans against the ropes.

    Love at first sight? Not quite. More like at first jab.

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    “I accepted an offer in Okhema,” Phainon said. “I’ll be leaving next week.”

    It was early September, with the leaves turning maple and old, and the sky grey and sad. The cheerful song of the ocean waves had turned lonely, now that the water was cold and the shore lacked its usual beach-goers. Migratory birds departed to warmer lands in flocks, black winged specks drawn in the azure skies with no one to stop them, just like Mydei's young first love.

    “Okay,” was all he could reply, ignoring the knot forming in his throat. “Congratulations.”

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    22 Nov 2025

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    “Well?” says Cipher, leaning her elbows on the table. “Thoughts?”

    “I want him to fuck me,” Mydei says.

    Mydei’s family hires a new pool boy. And he works shirtless.

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    “Teach me how to kiss.”

    Mydei’s jaw drops.

    “It's a win-win, right? You get to… I dunno, yell at me when I mess something up - which, let’s be honest, you love doing - don’t even try to deny it,” Mydei sneers but stays silent, which Phainon takes as a victory. “And as a cheeky bonus,” He continues, throwing in a wink as he puffs up his chest and puts his hands on his hips. “You get to make out with one of the top three most handsome guys on campus… me!”

    Mydei stares at him, wearing an expression so twisted Phainon could’ve mistaken it as him finding out he’d stepped in a pile of shit.

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  5. Public Bookmark 62

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    Mydei's life is simple: he wakes up before dawn, bakes until dusk, takes care of his daughter, and then does it all over again. There’s no space for mistakes, no room for desire until one weekend, when he lets himself unwind.

    A bar. A stranger with silvery-blue hair and eyes too bright to ignore. What was supposed to be a one-night getaway turns into teasing that hurts, touches that last, and mornings that don't feel empty anymore.

    What began as a fling is slipping into something dangerous, something tender, something that he thought he would never have.

    Mydei thought he was only chasing rest. Instead, he found someone who refuses to let him go.

    Day 5: AU Jobs & Fuck Buddies for PhaiDeiWeek

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    20 Nov 2025