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    i failed

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    “I need you to hit me as hard as you can.” Dazai says without any preamble, walking right up to them.

    “What?” Atsushi sounds aghast. “Why would I?”

    “Dazai-san—” Akutagawa begins.

    “Bet.” Chuuya says, and punches him square in the face.

    Shockingly, this is actually the better of the two interactions Chuuya has had with Dazai.

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    23 Jul 2025

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    gahhhhh read soon

    edit: REALLY GOOD AND FUN. persimmons u are So silly forever

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    “What do I think?” He asks lightly.

    “Yeah,” Dazai leans back a bit and presses a socked foot into Chuuya’s hip. “Don’t you wanna fuck me, Chuuya?” It’s asked innocently. It feels like jabbing a finger into an open wound.

    Chuuya blows his smoke to the ceiling despite Dazai tilting forward and opening his mouth. Dazai makes a little tcht sound at him.

    “You want to fuck me?” Chuuya asks.

    Dazai doesn’t drop his eyes. “I trust you.” He repeats.

    Chuuya had asked Dazai once how many times he thought you could break a person before they stopped trying to put themselves back together, stopped trying to pick up the pieces and left themselves shattered.

    Depends how cruel you are, Dazai had answered after a long moment, you can still break pieces.

    Chuuya is pieces and his edges are sharp.

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    31 Dec 2024

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    IM ON A TRIP RN I CANT READ PORN BUT WHEN I GET HOME !!!! IM VIBRATING FROM EXCITEMENT. YOU CANT KEEP WRITING SKK FIRST TIMES YOU ARE GOING TO KILL ME!!! YOURE TRYING TO KILL ME YOU WANT ME DEAD !!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAA

    edit: this rewired my brain

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    Dazai tries to fix their relationship through other means. The amount of success he has is unclear.

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    03 Dec 2024

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    love this one can’t believed i haven’t bookmarked it until now. it’s so good.

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    “Chuuya.” Dazai says, in a way that makes Chuuya think Dazai has said his name once already.

    “Dazai.” He responds. When he looks up, he accidentally focuses on Dazai’s mouth, the deep raw color of the bruise growing on his cheek. Chuuya blinks, rocks on his feet, looks away.

    “I said did you kill them?” Dazai asks after a long pause. His voice is uncomfortably even.

    Chuuya looks at Dazai and the violence in his eyes shakes him to his core. His stomach floods with want. His toes curl in his shoes.

    Chuuya nods, a jerk of his head. His ribs ache. Dazai evaluates him.

    “We need to go.” Dazai says.

    I am afraid of the power you hold over me, Chuuya thinks and says—

    “Yeah.”

    Dazai steps on a body when they leave, eyes trained elsewhere. It makes a sound like ice cracking.

    Dazai doesn’t look down.

    The palms of Chuuya’s hands itch.

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    30 Sep 2024

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    HOLY FUCKING SHITTTTT HOLY FUCK

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    “Stop,” Chuuya gripes, “god, you’re so fucking annoying, can’t you just listen to me and be still for five goddamn seconds?”

    “Ew,” Dazai says, like Chuuya has asked him to do something reprehensible like believe in love or that he is worthy of forgiveness or the concept of tenderness without bite.

    “Just—” Chuuya hisses as Dazai wriggles purposefully, the look on his face he gets when he knows he’s annoyed Chuuya nearly to breaking and wants to see him break, “fucking be good for me for five seconds. Be good.” Chuuya grips Dazai’s jaw hard as speaks, hard enough to bruise. He uses the voice he uses when he’s working, when people need to listen and they need to do it now.

    He’s surprised when Dazai goes still underneath him.

    Chuuya looks down at Dazai who is blinking up at him slowly, seemingly dazed. His fingers twitch where he had been idly playing with the hem of Chuuya’s shirt. Chuuya tilts his head and waits for Dazai to say something and Dazai says nothing at all.

    Chuuya is fascinated.

    “Dazai?” He whispers.

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    13 Aug 2024

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    LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOOO THIS IS SO INSANELY GOOD