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    “Jisung is in heat,” Minho says, slow, clearer.

    “I thought his heat isn’t supposed to start until after you’re back?”

    “I know. I talked to his doctor before I called you- sometimes when you’re away from your mate, it can trigger it early. Emotions get too high, distress, it throws your whole body out of balance. This is the first time we’ve really been apart since we moved in together. I think the distance and time- he’s not doing well with it. It’s not a real heat, he can’t conceive from it, but it feels the same. Hurts the same without an alpha.”

    “Shit, Min. Are you coming back today, then?”

    “I can’t. I tried to find a flight out but nothing that would get me there before tomorrow night at the earliest. And I couldn’t, even if I wanted to.”

    “Why?”

    Minho takes a deep breath, the kind he only takes when something is bothering him.

    “He asked for you.”

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    30 Jul 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this aligns exactly with my vision of a/b/o skz which means it is the truth of the world and cathedrals everywhere for those with eyes to see etc. author continues the use of bug as a pet name which kills the man

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    Jisung wasn’t stupid or naive; she knew where this was heading. If you want, I could take you back to my apartment and you can look through my sketchbooks, as if. She knew exactly what she was going to be looking at. And it was— insane, actually, to think about. Men who looked like Hyunjin, like they’d just stepped off the cover of a magazine, didn’t sleep with girls like her. They fucked the kinds of girls who knew what to buy in Sephora and had skincare routines and didn’t go to parties in sweatpants. Girls like Jisung pulled the kinds of guys who were so desperately grateful to be having sex at all that they didn’t care that she owned the Naruto box set and had Pokemon plushies on her bed.

    Hwang Hyunjin had never needed to sink to such lows. He’d always had a gaggle of girls following him, had dated all the hottest girls in high school, even though the whole time Jisung had thought he was using them as beards. If he was actually into girls— that meant he’d really dated them. He’d probably seen Shin Ryujin’s tits. Jisung had seen her topless in the locker rooms enough to know that those were nice tits.

    She glanced down at herself. Fuck, she thought. I’m wearing granny panties.

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    03 Jun 2025

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    Jeongin was completely comfortable with the fact that his dad’s love came in the form of cheese buldak and mint chocolate chip ice cream and silly little gifts and bags upon bags of home cooked food and cups of coffee and lighthearted scolding, he always has been. But apparently, he actually does express his love in other ways. A lot of other ways. Through pet names and hand holding and hugs and arms slung around shoulders and kisses on foreheads and by saying it. He says it all the time.

    Just not to Jeongin.

    Jeongin's dad's new boyfriend invites him on their couples trip to Mexico. He sees a side of his father that he has never seen before.

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    15 May 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    MAGNIFICENT

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    One day, just like Jisung has always known it would, the dam breaks.

    It’s messy, ugly in the way his chest heaves and tears burn down his face when he stumbles off the stage, hands aching from how tight they’re balled into fists, his fingernails digging crescents into his palms.

    His throat is raw and sore when he clings to Minho in the dark, as he tells him quietly that he’ll die if he doesn’t get out. Not forever, he shakes in Minho’s arms, just for a little while. He has to get out.

    And like a manifestation of Jisung’s deepest fantasies, Minho rubs the space between his shoulders and whispers that they’ll go, then. Both of them.

     

    Or: A year-long hiatus and a house on Jeju Island.

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    13 Mar 2025

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    “If we’re going to keep doing this, Jeongin-”

    “I’m not going to tell him," Felix promises.

    “You’re okay with lying to him?”

    “It isn’t lying to him. He doesn’t know everyone I sleep with and I don’t know everyone he sleeps with.”

    “Right. Yeah, right.”

    “There’s nothing to worry about. We can have good sex and spend some time together so we’re both a little less lonely and it’s fine. Seriously.”

    “Okay,” Chris nods, relaxing against the sofa. Felix scoots a fraction closer, desperate to be near him. “I trust you.”

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