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    A hand reaching across the table cordially interrupts Dean’s spiraling thoughts. He looks up and he sees that the guy has that look on his face again, and it makes him feel squirmy.

    “I’m Castiel, by the way,” he introduces himself with a smile.

    Dean stares open-mouthed at his hand, making no effort to offer his own in return. “I’m… trying to do my homework.”

    What is this guy even getting at here? He just waltzes up to a stranger in a public place and says hey we’re soulmates or something like it?

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    28 Dec 2025

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    It’s the summer before Sam’s freshman year at Stanford, and Dean is tired of his dead-end life in Lawrence. His solution? Move to California to be closer to Sam.

    At first glance, it’s the perfect plan: beaches, sunshine and a free place to stay, courtesy of old family friend Bobby Singer. It gets even better when Dean meets Cas, the hot tattooed guy who works at a video store on the local boardwalk.

    But while Dean is busy falling in love, Sam encounters the darker side of summer: a girl named Ruby, who is connected to an awful secret that Cas has carried with him for the past five years.

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    21 Dec 2025

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    People seem to keep assuming that Cas and Dean are together, and Cas has no idea why.

    Written for the Destiel Smut Bingo 2018. Square fill: coming untouched.

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    17 Dec 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 18

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    Castiel ends his relationship with Dean when he can no longer stand what they’ve become—two people circling the ghost of something they once cherished. Yet, despite the break, his love for Dean doesn’t fade. When Castiel returns to Dean’s apartment to gather the last of his things, he stumbles upon a folder of unsent emails—every one of them addressed to him.

    As he reads, he discovers the truth Dean never had the courage to say aloud: that he loved Castiel deeply but never knew how to put those feelings into words.

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    Draft #18 — October 9, 2025
    Subject: the night you left
    Cas,
    I didn’t sleep after you left. I sat on the floor until the light came up.
    The space where your things were looks too big now. Empty in the wrong way.
    I keep hearing your footsteps, even though I know they’re not there,
    It’s funny—how quiet used to mean peace. Now it just means you’re gone
    If you never come back, I want you to know this:
    You were the best thing I ever had the guts to ruin.

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    Each message is a confession written and deleted a hundred times, a silent record of everything Dean felt but couldn’t express until it was too late.

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    05 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 81

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    Man’. It feels like a punch to the gut when Dean puts it on the end of a phrase. It’s his own personal version of "no homo", which almost always directly follows their fooling around in Castiel’s bed for an extended period of time.

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    04 Dec 2025