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Buck left his acting career in the past. A lot happened before he decided to quit. He was grateful that he no longer had to think about it, Buck was at peace. It’s shocking how one phone call can disrupt a person's entire life, or at least shake it up a bit.
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In this alternative universe, Buck was an actor before becoming a firefighter. Then he got a phone call from an old acquaintance. Now he needs to decide what matters more to him: a dream that he once was forced to give up on or his new found passion as a first responder.
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Follows Atsushi and Dazai's ordinary life as part of the ADA. Atsushi's days start to fall into a predictable rhythm, and the ADA is becoming like family to him. He's becoming more grounded, relaxed, happy... Then the repercussions of his traumatic past surface. The feelings he thought he could run away from now threaten every waking thought. He's afraid of losing everything once again. How will this affect his friendships- how he sees the ones closest to him?
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10 Jul 2022
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Adopted at a young age, Nakajima Atsushi just wanted to graduate university, fulfill his dream of becoming a published author, and one day repay his adopted father for taking him in and showing him the meaning of kindness.
In no way did meeting popular, charming, and mysterious Dazai Osamu fit into those plans, and neither did this strange friendship they seemed to have formed.
But the jealousy of both the female and male population on campus is the least of Atsushi’s worries. Not only does he have to hide his strange ability to turn into a tiger from his newfound friends, but Dazai has a secret of his own, a secret that starts to creep its way into Atsushi’s already fragile attempt at normalcy.
Or Atsushi has a better relationship with the tiger right from the start, gets adopted by Fukuzawa (mainly because he’s adorable, but also because he’s part cat), and meets the strange enigma that is Dazai Osamu.
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06 Jul 2022
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When Atsushi wakes up the next morning, he expects Dazai to be gone, like some awful one night stand they both awkwardly try to forget. Instead, he’s greeted with the image of Dazai asleep on his side, curled on himself. His bandages are coming loose; his hair is spread out around him like half a halo. The morning sun turns his brown hair light- he looks almost like a work of fiction, Atsushi thinks fondly, getting up from the bed and stretching slightly.
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05 Jul 2022
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"'Sometimes when you sleep, you look like you’re dead,' Atsushi says, 'and the first few nights we spent together I had to listen to your breathing so closely. Sometimes I’d pull away from you entirely so I could watch your chest rise and fall.' He sighs and sweeps his bangs back with his left hand, the other hand is laying so close to Dazai that they almost touch. 'You always look so peaceful and I’m scared that’s how you’ll look when you die.'"
After a night of drinking with the Agency, Atsushi can't stop thinking about something Dazai said while drunk. It keeps him up at night until he eventually bursts and confesses everything to his sleeping boyfriend.
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28 Jun 2022
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Dazai woke up drench in a cold sweat. He sat up from his futon and lifted his hand to massage his temple, trying to ease the upcoming migraine. It was the same usual nightmare, Odasaku dying in his hand with the same scenery and all except that instead of whispering words of comfort as his last wish, he said with a harsh tone, “If only you didn’t exist, I wouldn’t have to die with this place as my deathbed. I’ve regretted ever having you as my friend.”
Then everything turned black and Odasaku’s body disappeared but his hand was a puddle of blood spilling to the floor from the many lives he stole.Today he must be succeeded in killing himself.
Dazatsu angst week Day 2 : Is there anything better than being alive?
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- Part 2 of Pudding's Dazatsu Angst Week 2021
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24 Jun 2022