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    Sarah
    Does anyone have the number for Shane's girl from Boston? I feel bad that they've been seeing each other for this long and we've never added her here.

    Jackie
    Oh good point! Let me ask Hayden.

    Jackie has added Lily to the conversation

    Lily
    what
    what is this

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is, apparently, one of the girls.

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    28 Dec 2025

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    And despite that... Kaveh is… “Lovesick?”

    Kaveh’s hands move to cover his face, palms muffling his words as he mutters, “It’s—not quite like that.”

    “Well, the ‘sick’ aspect is accurate, at least.”

    “No shit,” Kaveh snorts. “The ‘love’ component, though—it’s, uh—”

    “You’re not in love?”

    He coughs. “The greenhouse in my lungs begs to differ. I—it’s more that my body is mourning a love it knows can’t ever be requited.”

    For all the negative feelings Alhaitham’s encountered over the past twelve hours, the sensation that creeps through him now is…

    Unfamiliar.

    Unknowable.

    Despite all the languages he’s fluent in, Alhaitham is unable to conjure a word or phrase with which he can immediately label it. He just knows that whatever this feeling is, it’s unbelievably unpleasant. Like his body is stationary, yet his internal organs are plummeting into the Abyss.

    “You love someone who doesn’t love you back?” he asks after a moment.

    Kaveh has Hanahaki. That much is known. But who he loves, and whether Alhaitham will be able to save him, is up in the air.

     

    (Haikavah vs. Hanahaki vs. A/B/O dynamics)

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    11 Oct 2025

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    “I didn’t do anything wrong, did I?”

    “You didn’t,” Mydei says, his gaze averting from Phainon. He takes a deep breath, steeling himself. “You did nothing wrong, Phainon.”

    “Then… what do we need to talk about?” He watches Phainon take a hesitant step forward. Mydei curses, frustrated, and jerks his head up.

    “I think we should take a break.”

    (These days, Mydei wonders if he's been living under the shadow of his past self all this time.)

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    12 Jul 2025

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    “Though I suppose I shouldn’t be surprised,” says Kaveh. He straightens up, feels something in his jaw click. “He’s always been normal, hasn’t he? I’m the abnormal one. I’m the one who’s always at fault. I’m the reason we broke up.”

    The silence that follows confuses him for a moment, and then the shocked expressions mirrored from Tighnari’s face to Nilou’s bring Kaveh crashing unceremoniously down to reality.

    “Oh,” he says. His friends are still staring at him. “Right, yeah. Al-Haitham and I broke up.”

    After four years of dating, Kaveh and Al-Haitham break up.

    Obviously, Kaveh is fine about it.

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    19 Jun 2025

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    felt like i was getting my heart ripped out slowly. great

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    EXCLUSIVE: Al-Haitham to star as lead in Hallmark romance movie alongside small-time actor Kaveh

    The star, who has made no comment on his newest role, is joined by Kaveh, who was rumored to have signed onto a project with Al-Haitham in 2020. His debut on the movie scene alongside a renowned figure such as Al-Haitham is sure to turn eyes to his future projects.

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    “Like fuck I am going to read more,” Kaveh says out loud even though he’s currently alone in his apartment.

    Five years after a doomed first project, Kaveh and Al-Haitham reunite as co-stars on the set of a romcom.

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    19 Jun 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    as good as the actual olts fanfic. peak CINEMA.. get it....