laiyiufais
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Ganito naman kasi sila ni Mark. Laging puro amba, wala namang pumapalag. Ilang taon na ring ganito. Lumalabas sila nang silang dalawa lang, o ‘di kaya minsan kasama sila Hyuck at Jeno at iba pang mga kaibigan nila, pero wala namang umuusad. Hindi rin alam ni Renjun kung ano bang dapat umusad. Kung wala lang ba talang gustong sumubok sa kanila, o baka hindi lang talaga ganoon ang tingin ni Mark sa kanya. Pero sa tuwing magbibiro ng ganito si Mark, napapaisip siya kung may laman ba, kung may higit bang ibig sabihin, napapaisip siya kung may kailangan na siyang sabihin.
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Jeno could say, Lee Donghyuck, take a chance on me? Or Lee Donghyuck, I’ve liked you for five years now. But he doesn’t. Instead, he greets Hyuck with a smile. He doesn’t resist when he’s pulled into a hug, he lets his body feel it, he lets himself get reminded where he is, that he’s present in this exact moment. So Jeno doesn’t miss it when he hears Hyuck telling him he missed him, that he’s been wanting to see him, I’m glad you’re here.
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Ash can’t pick a favorite birthday from all the ones he’s spent so far in Japan. With his every orbit, he feels like his love for Eiji only grows further, even when it seems it’s no longer possible. He used to think his heart wasn’t built to experience love, much more to have a love like this, the one that he has with Eiji. But Eiji easily proves him wrong.
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in which for Ash's birthday, he slow dances with Eiji.
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It’s only right, Ash thinks, that he gets to ask this now, when everything around them feels commonplace. They’ve had enough of the opposite. Ash wants to bask in the mundane with Eiji, to have everything with him after everything. He still isn’t used to this, to quiet nights with each other without the catch, without fearing that something bad is waiting for them tomorrow. But he’s trying to get used to it, because Eiji tells him to. This is our life now, there’s nothing to fear anymore.
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5 times Ash asks Eiji to marry him and 1 time Eiji beats him to it.
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- Part 2 of giving up the gun
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He closes his eyes. He wants to wake up from this dream. This is all a dream, he repeats to himself over and over. He wants to be with Eiji. He wants to live for himself, and for Eiji.
This is all a dream; I could still wake up from this.
or, in which, Ash dreams of Eiji, of a parallel life where he's no longer.
Series
- Part 1 of giving up the gun
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Ash and Eiji and the life they deserve, in New York, Japan, and everywhere else.
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Since he’s evidently stunting Eiji’s rightful chances at pursuing the happy, heteronormative life that he deserves, Ash takes the matter into his own hands.
Except mortality is a much more pressing issue than any fear of taking what you want.(Or: Eiji’s father dies in the most expected way possible, and it still sucks all the way through it)
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- Part 5 of Eight Million Gods
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27 May 2025
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Some time after the gang wars in New York, Ash finally comes to live in Japan with Eiji, and the lines in their relationship are quickly blurred. Neither knows what to do, or how to handle the fact their friendship is taking on a different form. Whether they want to or not, both Ash and Eiji need to admit to themselves and each other that their relationship isn't the same as it was in New York.
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21 Jan 2024
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Sometimes a family is a bisexual grad student with an anxiety disorder, an irritating poetry professor, two lesbians, a catboy obsessed with Wuthering Heights, and Wen Junhui.
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- English
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03 Jan 2021
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When a sudden injury forces Mark Lee to temporarily give up hockey (and his student athlete scholarship), he makes the trip back to his hometown to recover. Back in the place he grew up and swore never to return to, he reconnects with his best friend’s younger brother, falls in love, learns a little bit about civilization, and learns a lot about himself.
Not necessarily in that order.
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- English
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- 3/3
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04 Aug 2023
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The last time they are seen in public together, it is on purpose. Papparazzis are told to be on the corner, cameras ready. A stylist picks what they’ll be wearing, makes their hair look unpurposefully disheveled, hands over designer sunglasses to mask their eyes. They’re given props, too, a lukewarm iced coffee and an Erewhon shopping bag. The script is sent to them the night before with notes. Don’t cry. Remember to be loud. Don’t rehearse too much. Try to look and sound as natural as possible.
It’s all planned. The time they walk out of the store, Renjun walking steps ahead.
Mark calling after him, “Let me explain!”
Renjun whipping around to shout, “I don’t give a fuck what you have to say!”
Mark looking around, pretending to realize they're being watched. Reaching for Renjun’s hand, Renjun pulling back.
“We’re done,” Renjun will say, remembering the words on the page in his head. “It’s over.”
SEQUEL TO 'NOW IT'S REALLY CLEAR TO ME, YOU COULD DO A LITTLE DAMAGE'
Series
- Part 2 of I'M ABOUT TO CRASH
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21 Jul 2023