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Now, though—the same way Neil was no longer accustomed to being on his own, Andrew had become complacent, no longer used to facing the all-encompassing tsunami of Neil’s attention during his months at Easthaven. Now, desire made him feel too large for his skin.
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Jean relearns water. Jeremy learns French.
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14 Dec 2025
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Jean paints golden rays shining through the blue-gray clouds and the visions haunting him in his sleep. Jeremy knits words around the hole in his heart. They try not to set themselves on fire.
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10 Dec 2025
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“And when he’s gone?” Andrew asked.
Then I’m gone too, Neil thought, but didn’t say. There likely wouldn’t be any reason for Neil to run, but he was going to, anyway. Everyone looking for him would be dead or in jail by the time the FBI was done, but Neil had never been taught to stay in one place. He wasn’t sure if he even knew how. All Neil knew how to do was disappear.
“I’ll be alone, I guess,” Neil said with a shrug.
“Lucky you,” Andrew said. He flicked his cigarette butt off the roof and onto the sidewalk below them.
“Yeah,” Neil said. He stubbed his cigarette out on the sole of his shoe and tossed it over the side of the building after Andrew’s. “Lucky me.”or: neil is an insomniac. andrew is going to beijing. they aren't supposed to meet, but they do anyway.
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- Part 1 of un-magnificent
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29 Sep 2025
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“And you cared about nothing,” Neil fills in the blanks by himself, forging the unbreakable image of Kevin and Andrew before Neil even knew them. “You wanted to be more like him.”
When Andrew doesn’t answer, Neil continues, “His left hand. He always let you take care of it, too. He trusted you like that. Kevin— Kevin never doubted your ability to be gentle.”
“He was naive,” Andrew grinds his teeth, “and stupid.”
Neil’s response is so automatic he couldn’t have taken it back if he wanted to. “And you loved him for it.”
Alternatively: Kevin's graduation confirms what they already knew — it's always easier to realize you love something after you lose it.
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- Part 1 of the age of no regret
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28 Aug 2025
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wander the wild whereby by mediest
Fandoms: Fire Emblem: Fuukasetsugetsu | Fire Emblem: Three Houses
19 Apr 2021
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In ship years, the Scylla is a woman well into her 40s. She’s mature, she’s dependable, and she’s seen some shit. Sylvain found her in a used shipyard over five years ago: battered by asteroids, her main engine a constellation of outdated parts, rats and birds nesting in her cargo bay. Maybe it was messed up for Sylvain to look at a spacecraft and see a metaphor, but there you go.
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Sylvain hops around the galaxy looking for freedom and running from trouble. Jury’s still out on which one Felix represents.
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15 Jul 2022