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  1. Public Bookmark 77

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    Something shifts, then. Inside of Euijoo. Around him. The entire world shifts, suddenly feeling so off-kilter that he feels slightly dizzy with it. Like it’s suddenly spinning on an axis that doesn’t exist.

    No. This isn’t happening. This can’t be happening, because Euijoo has already seen that picture, 24 hours ago. He stared at it yesterday morning, while he was still fuzzy with sleep, feeling giddy over the slightly exposed skin. It’s not possible that he only just posted it, a mere two hours ago. Did he delete it, just to post it again? Maybe the engagement wasn’t as good as they had hoped, deciding to post it on a Saturday, instead?

    Just as he’s about to click into the comments, to see if anyone is saying anything about the apparent repost, a notification comes through at the top of his screen.

    nichol
    bet
    can ricky come

    Euijoo refuses to see what’s right in front of him. The universe decides to do something about it.

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    02 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 45

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    They haven’t seen each other in person in three years. Nicholas looks the same, only he doesn’t. There’s something more calm about him, less manic in his desire to be wild and free while pressed into the confines of an idol role. He’s a little bigger, and a little softer around the face. He’s still as terribly striking to Euijoo, making his palms itch.

    Euijoo shields his eyes with a hand as he looks up at Nicholas. “Hi, Nichol,” he starts, because someone has to.

    “You think you could come here without me knowing?” Nicholas asks.

     

    Euijoo takes a break from his acting and variety darling career to go on a trip to Taipei.

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    02 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 88

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    "Well, you couldn’t script it, could you? Best mates as kids, apparently, and proper rivals now—and the big question, really, is whether they can let it go now that it’s come to it, or if old grudges really do die hard…”

    (The soccer/football fic in which the tension is built less from actual rivalry and more from a complicated shared past. And wanting each other's bodies, obviously.)

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    02 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 54

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    The summer drifted on like a dream. Things between him and Euijoo muddled severely, and when they saw each other, the clearly defined lines they’d started with began to blend so thoroughly into gradients that eventually, they were impossible to define. There were times when they went on a date, giggling and holding hands underneath the table, and then all of a sudden they were playing footsie, and then Nicholas was sucking Euijoo off in the bathroom, or Euijoo was draining a tablespoon of his blood for a pick-me-up, and despite having already done a bloodletting session that day, Nicholas was urging him along, more, more, more. He could take it. He had the iron to replenish it, and around Euijoo, he couldn’t help but feel good. Everything felt good. The hot sun on his skin, the chemical smell of Euijoo’s special sunscreen, the bubbling of champagne Nicholas had swiped from his parents' basement on a visit back home to gather the rest of his things. Under a pink and orange film, days bled into each other, and in almost all of them, Euijoo.

    For the first time in Nicholas’s life, his blood is normal. If only being Strange hadn’t grown on him so.

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    02 May 2026

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    Euijoo doesn’t know about vetiver or wild bluebells or ripe summer fruits or anything like that. When he gets close enough, lucky enough, to catch the scent of Nicholas, he can’t pin it down to anything in particular—except warm and home and mate. God, he hasn’t even had a home for that long. But Nicholas is it for him.

    Things start to fall to pieces the day the bird shows up on their porch. In the midst of the chaos, Byun Euijoo harbours a secret, great and terrible.

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    01 May 2026