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I wanted to do a season 5 rewrite, but also really dive into Lena's alcohol use and mental health after all of the trauma she has had. It picks up right after she kills Lex, but what if she blamed herself for Kara lying and not Kara? And then it sent her into a mental health crisis that forces her to deal with all of her "little boxes". It will have a happy ending but it will be a ride to get there.
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Set after season 5, slow burn swanqueen.
Regina and Emma love each other in the lingering glances, fleeting touches, never out loud, never admitted even to themselves. But how long will unspoken love be kept silent.
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23 Jan 2026
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So, Emma is going to cut her hair. She worries for a moment that she’ll look too butch if she cuts it too short, but then her stomach clenches and she thinks about it again. Maybe, if she cuts her hair short enough, she’ll look Butch. She’s not naive, and she’s old enough now to know that sexuality isn’t tied to gender and she definitely likes girls as much as (more than) boys. Women more than men.
It’s still taking a stance, though. If Emma cuts her hair and wears a too tight sports bra and finally pulls the thick boots she bought years ago out of the back of her closet, then she’ll be A Butch. She won’t just be a girl anymore, but a type of girl. What type of girl does she want to be? The kind of girl that’s kind of not a girl? The kind of woman that’s a mother and not a girl?
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18 Jan 2026
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When Maura Isles is kidnapped, Jane Rizzoli is forced to face the one thing she can’t outrun: how deeply she loves her. What follows is a slow burn of healing, desire, and choosing each other, one step, one touch, one truth at a time.
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29 Dec 2025
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Alex is sipping a beer and working on the pizza they ordered when Lori makes a remark about wondering what they are doing tonight.
“Probably pretending they’re both not hopelessly in love with each other.”
Lori chokes on her soda at Alex’s remark.
“What?!”
Alex is unaffected, continuing to chew her food.
“First time having someone acknowledge it out loud? Yeah, it’s taken me twenty years but it doesn’t faze me anymore. I stopped trying to understand their relationship years ago.”
“So you think that they love each other? Like, they wanna hold each other’s hands and kiss? That kinda love?”
“Oh more than that, kiddo.”
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20 Dec 2025
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After the final battle, Emma Swan has everything she once thought she wanted—her son, her parents, a fragile truce with Regina. But peace feels hollow, her life a performance. The ache she's buried grows unbearable—a feeling that her story ended somewhere before she got to live it.
When a cosmic event and a brass compass sends her back to Storybrooke before the curse broke, Emma finds herself in her own past with future memories intact. As Sheriff again, she navigates familiar faces who don't recognize the changes in her, especially Regina, who grows increasingly suspicious of Emma's altered behavior and inexplicable knowledge.
The question isn't "How do I get back?" but "What was I missing?" As Emma begins to see Regina through different eyes—not as the antagonist she once feared, but as the woman she might have always loved—she walks a dangerous line between preserving the timeline and following her heart.But with Regina's suspicions mounting and Gold's cryptic interest in her situation, Emma must decide: protect the future she knows, or risk everything for a chance to rewrite their story?
Time travel's a bitch. So is falling in love all over again. SQ [ACTIVE WIP 2x week updates]
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02 Nov 2025