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  1. Public Bookmark 10

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    Ibara never experienced what people call as warmth that is shared between human. He doesn't know how to respond or feel abt it either

    That's why, when Yuzuru suddenly hugged him out of nowhere after Ibara gone missing from the training for whole day

    Ibara was stunned

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    11 Sep 2024

  2. Public Bookmark 26

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    His hands are covered in dirt and sweat and blood--the mixture runs down his knuckles and collects in his palms.

    Yuzuru feels disgusting.

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    Written for ESO 2019!

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    10 Sep 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 10

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    Tomorrow, the sun will be late to rise again, and the man will greet Jun again, blindingly bright and dizzying to look at, and Jun might begin to understand what exactly he has fallen into. But today, Jun’s mother will take the fish to market, and Jun will sit in a garden of dazzling light as he mends the net, the same as he always does.

    the moment jun and hiyori fall in love, across every lifetime.

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    05 Sep 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 12

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    In retrospect, desire is what Adonis decides is unneeded. The desire to be with him, the desire to spend all of eternity with him - it doesn’t make sense for someone like him. In retrospect, maybe Souma can do better without him. Get a shot at real life. Fall in love with friends that are not Adonis, marry people that are not Adonis. Raise a family, live in a way that doesn’t bury his laughter under stone each and every time he finds it. 

     
    In this way, maybe he’ll be free, too. From the curse of watching a repetitive demise that will not go away anytime soon. And then maybe, he’ll be forgiven,

     

    A warm hand rests on his neck. Adonis’s gaze focuses just when the boy on top of him presses a fleeting kiss to his forehead, dark hair falling over his shoulders and on Adonis’s chest. Arms wrapped protectively around Souma, Adonis knows he’s failed again already.

     

    or, the various times adonis traverses through lifetimes, if only to love souma one more time

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    30 Jul 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 90

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    Everybody seems to think that Jun and Hiyori are dating, and Jun just can't understand why.
    Like, come on, it's not like that.

    (Except, of course, it totally is. Jun just may be the last person to see it.)

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    30 Jul 2024