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Tell me, what is queerness if not a kind of worship? Its holiness in the ordinary and the ache of being seen under a sun that forgives nothing. Beomgyu was a sun-dipped hostile air that Soobin was ready to take in even if it burned his lungs.
Maybe love is a sin, maybe it isn't. But if God was watching, Soobin hoped he was merciful enough to look away.
Choi Soobin was sent off by his mother to a small, not-so-famous youth camp for the summer. Dull and too wide-eyed, he found himself sharing a cabin with Choi Beomgyu, the needlelike, unreachable boy whose presence seemed to pulse with cruelness. In the stillness between them, a question began to stick around the feverish and honey-thick summer; what does it mean to touch someone you're so afraid to be seen loving?
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Choi Beomgyu is in love with her gorgeous roommate, Choi Soobin. The only problem? She’s convinced Soobin doesn’t feel the same.
So, naturally, Beomgyu does the most reasonable thing: visits a fortune teller at a trade fair, demands to know why her lesbian roommate won’t like her back, and walks away with a handwritten “love spell” recipe that promises to fix everything.
Will the spell actually work?
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shrimp shells and other soft things by lightofchoi
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
11 Jun 2025
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Some things are easier to feel than they are to say, and maybe that’s why it starts this way.
Beomgyu hated shrimps, Soobin would peel it for him.
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untangle my wires (like it means something) by lightofchoi
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
05 Jun 2025
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He couldn’t explain it in a clean, simple way because it wasn’t clean or simple at all. How could he even say it? I fell in love with my best friend and thought maybe he loved me back and then I tricked him in a game and he looked at me like I was a stranger.
“Taehyun-ah. He left with a pillow.” That was the simplest way he could describe the situation.
There are kinds of hurts that bruise and fade, and then there are the kinds that carve their shape into you.
Yeonjun didn’t mean to betray the person he loved most, and Hueningkai didn’t mean to leave with nothing but a pillow in his arms. But sometimes love isn’t enough to stop people from breaking.
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rate my boyfriend services (5 stars?) by lightofchoi
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
19 Mar 2025
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ㄱbeomgyu: come on man
ㄱbeomgyu: 14th's gonna be boring anyway. might as well have fun with my bestfriend
you can just say you pity me gyu
ㄱbeomgyu: no i genuinely want to see u act like a perfect valentine's day boyfriend
ㄱbeomgyu: you think you can pull it off?
watch me
or; What happens when Choi Soobin, a perpetually broke marketing college student, jokingly advertises his ‘Hire a Boyfriend on February 14’ service—and Choi Beomgyu, his best friend and the very person he’s been secretly in love with for years, unexpectedly avails the offer?
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oh, won't you be my thrill? by fooltruth for renchinaries
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
02 May 2021
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Soobin drops by as soon as he finished filming for the day, and Beomgyu is thankful when he hears the door creak open as the familiar voice calls out his name—no, it isn't his name, but an endearment Beomgyu isn't quite prepared to hear.
Did you wait long, baby?
(Or: Two weeks into their relationship, Soobin calls Beomgyu 'baby' for the first time.)
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30 Dec 2025
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love songs and picture frames by petalsofdusk
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
05 Dec 2023
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“Beomgyu, I—”
“Let’s forget about it,” Beomgyu interrupted him before he could even say anything, his eyes lingering on the bruises on Soobin’s neck. “It was a one-time thing anyway, and I wouldn’t want our friendship to be ruined.” He raised his gaze to stare Soobin in the eyes, a tight-lipped smile on his lips. “You understand me, right?”
or; sleeping with his best friend turns beomgyu's life upside down and makes him face his fears.
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- Part 2 of home and his soulmate ♡
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03 Oct 2025
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need you to fill the void by iceonmybaby
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
05 Aug 2025
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Soobin’s never been a one-omega type of guy.
He likes to get down and dirty, fuck-and-dip before the sun’s even up.
It’s always been that simple, really. No feelings, no strings attached. Like Yeonjun likes to say, “love is for people who are mature and emotionally available.” Soobin is neither.
And he’s content living that way, blissfully untethered.
(Until Beomgyu shows up.)
Pretty, perfect, Beomgyu. A coddled, tragically sheltered omega with a clean track record and no experience with alphas…
Hooked by curiosity, Soobin can’t stop himself from wrecking the one good thing in his life. Barreling eighty miles an hour, he’ll ruin them both before he even knows it.
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03 Oct 2025
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Soobin couldn’t have kissed him even if Beomgyu had begged him. He knew in the back of his head that this would have to end one day, that anything that might happen between a prince and a boy from the barracks would be doomed before it could begin. But for now, Soobin was living in a dream that he never wanted to end. He was in far, far too deep.
Soobin is a prince, the second son of the king, destined to lead his father's military into war against foreign enemies. Beomgyu is a scrappy commoner, the palace guard he falls in love with. This can't happen...right?
(A romance novel about sex, love, and men in armor.)
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Bookmarked by lightofchoi
25 Aug 2025
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After Soobin's rejected confession, Soobin and Beomgyu stray away and don't see eachother for a while. Not until ten years later— at Beomgyu's wedding.
"Beomgyu?"
For a second, Beomgyu stays still. Gaze still stuck on the concrete floor. His whole body itches and he forgets to breathe. Something about it is so familiar, so familiar it takes Beomgyu back ten years. When he was still himself, pure and golden.
He shakes himself out of it, before fully turning around to the owner of the voice.
"Soobin?" His jaw drops, and he can't help but leave it hung.
Or, sometimes all you need is a second chance.
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18 Aug 2025